Catherine

2011-03-24T23:48:00.002+08:00

我没想到，因为这件事，我很想写下来。因为这件事，我把遗忘已久的部落格，找出来，很想把我现在的感觉写下来。。

我很痛。

我选择了失去我以为是我很好很好的朋友。。

用真心换来的，只是伤害。

我是一个，很笨，很惹人讨厌，很幼稚的一个人。。

我以为真心可换回真心。对不起，我真的很傻。

被判的定义又很多种，对我而言，你出卖或伤害我对你的信任。。

我万万没想到我的第六感真的很准~！

爱没有对或错~！我不会怪你。。

我知怪我为什么那么天真，相信她不会这样对我。。我彻底，痛心的失望。

这个世界太可怕了。。。

让我痛痛吧，时间是最好的解药。

我还能对友情存有真心和希望吗？我一生被友情惹得团团转！~

不要放100 % 感情和真心。不要把友情看的那么重。那么，你就不会那么痛。

我很累了。再见。

哭过就好的。。。

any updates?

2010-09-05T19:21:00.002+08:00

its been long time i didn't update my blog~~~

don't worry, i'd fully utilized my time...

lots lots things happen, i'm seriously very stressful...

but i hope everything will be fine... i really need to overcome it... so that i'll become tougher..

thanks for my friends and family who support me and understand me...

love you.

catherine

經常笑,但不經常開心...

2010-08-22T16:32:00.001+08:00

總有一些人，他們看上去整天都很開心，沒有煩惱，像個小孩，好多人都會羨慕他們，但其實不是這樣的。他們不想讓別人看到自己難過的一面，更沒有能力一個人獨處，因為當夜深人靜的時候，他不知道一個人會發生什麽事，坐在窗前冥想走過的點滴。他們貌似很堅強，因為在別人看來，他們什麽事都能微笑著去面對，但事實上他們長著世界上最脆弱的心靈，只是長期的偽裝使得別人很難發現他們內心深處的創傷。

他們只想簡簡單單、快快樂樂的活著，期待並且相信每個人給的笑容都是真心的，希望身邊的人都是真正的喜歡自己。即使別人小小的意見，也會令他們難過好久，他們真的真的很介意，介意自己不被人喜歡。因為，他們總是為別人想的很多，對別人總是比對自己好；把能對喜歡的人好當做幸福，喜歡別人比喜歡自己多。

他們總是那樣，前一秒還傷心的流著淚，後一秒出現在朋友面前的時候，已經滿臉溢著燦爛的笑容。有人說她們是向日葵，是的，他們在意的人就像是太陽，在面對太陽的時候永遠是明艷的花瓣，而太陽照不到的背面，那悲傷藏得那麽好，不願被看見。

他們嚮往放縱自由的生活，卻必須為了誰很努力的朝另外的一個方向活著，很累很累，卻仍是心甘情願。離自己的夢境越來越來遠，不得不面對從未想過的爭奪和復雜，恐慌、不知所措。只有面對最信賴的人時，才會卸下盔甲，委屈的流淚&歇斯底里的怒吼。因為在他們心裏，笑就是開心，哭就是難過，接近就是喜歡，遠離就是討厭。但其實不是，他們明白了，心好傷，眼淚就沒忍住。哭過之後，笑笑得擦乾眼淚，說，沒關係，我可以做的很好的。

他們好像無所不能，好像總是不會有煩惱，好像什麽問題都能輕而易舉的解決，總是喜歡喜歡出現在流淚的人面前，笑嘻嘻的逗著笑。而面對自己的問題，他們卻茫然無措，面對自己的悲傷，他們只會躲在人們看不見的角落裏慢慢由傷口越裂越大。

他們的想法非常簡單，說出來的就是心裏所想的，肚子裏不會拐七道八道的小彎，無心的話可能會引起別人的誤解。所以，請別記恨她們，他們從不願傷害誰，小小的錯誤就能讓他們懊悔很久。他們其實非常單純，甚至你曾經給了他一個微笑她也會一輩子記得你的好，因此他們的世界觀其實也很簡單，他們很容易受蠱惑，請不要輕易的傷害他們的感情，因為一旦傷害了，那就將永遠彌補不回來！如果你身邊有這種人請你給予他（她）那怕是鳳毛麟角的那點關懷，讓他（她）知道這個世界沒有拋棄他們.....

再一次。。。

2010-06-26T19:37:00.004+08:00

错了再错。

痛了再痛。。。

她真的不知道要如何。。。

人总是这样，明知会在受伤，偏偏还要去受伤害。何必呢? 因为，不服输。

知道了，又如何？明明心里知道答案，可是又想知道真正的答案。。说好不会介意那答案是怎样，可是知道后，又哭又心痛。那又何必呢？

眼泪流不完，问题解决不掉。

她真希望你是 professor king... 她很想你知道，她有多痛，多想你。

她感觉到有点不一样了。可能是她多心。。可是。。。她只知道，你每天都在她的伤口上撒盐。。。

刚看完谈情说案。。。很伤心。。。

Kings 提出分手的对白。。真正的伤透犀利妹的心。。。

KINGS：我真的不应脱离的，基础无法治理题目
犀利妹：你是不是有烦恼因而才跑掉的，你在苦恼什么？我能帮忙吗？就算我帮不上忙也没联系，我肯定会支持你
KINGS：SORRY啊
犀利妹：为什么无缘无端地说抱歉
KINGS：抱歉，是我错，我算错了，那标题不应这么算
犀利妹：你算错了什么数学题，抱歉呵？算错标题有什么联系
KINGS：我和你之间，我一贯以为1加1即是2，原来不是，原来是二进制，1加1即是一零
犀利妹：我不知道你说什么
KINGS：我在说我们，原来两个体在一起，并非只是两个体的事这么简略，还要顾及我们的家人
犀利妹：你说了那么久便是想对我说这些？
KINGS：抱歉，犀利妹，家人给了我很大的压力，我信赖你要担当得压力也不少
犀利妹：那又怎样？我不是在想方法治理吗？我已经申请了调职
KINGS：可知道你以为调职，我的心很不舒服，很辛劳，我很生我自己气，你可以这样为我殉国，我却无法为你做任何事
犀利妹：我基础没有要求你为我做任何事
KINGS：你以为调职后就能治理我家的题目，我看你笑得很高兴，连我都以为真的不妨很简略地结束总共题目
犀利妹：系啊
KINGS：不是，真相并非这样，两个分别后台的人走在一起，相互的家人弗成以不管，再有很多无法想象的题目会出现，直至我妈妈出了事，我很明白，我算错了
犀利妹：什么？等等，那道题我早就算好了，是我先喜爱上你的，从我对你有感想开始，我就知道我们是分别寰宇的人，我基础就没奢望我们可以在一起，是你教我的，是你通知我什么叫笨氨基丙酸，你说当一男一女走在一起，这种激素就算增加，情感就会提拔，这种联系和状态就叫“恋爱”对吗？你喜爱我，是由于你苯氨基丙酸的浓度增加，你从未说过我们在一起是由于一道数学题，何时开始形成一道数学题的
KINGS：抱歉
犀利妹：我不想听抱歉，你基础就不喜爱我，却把它赖在算错题的头上
KINGS：你该愤怒的，无论若何是我过错，出了抱歉我不知道我还可以说什么
犀利妹：我们再给相互一个机遇吧，你这么聪明肯定能想到方法的对吗？肯定想得到的
KINGS：我一贯是一个很理性的人。在情面油滑方面，原来我的智商是零，抱歉
犀利妹：我不想听，我不想再见到你，你走，你立即走，我不想听，我不想看到你，你走，给我走

原来男女，系相关笨氨基丙酸，原来男女，仲系一条算术题。惋惜。我数学从来唔及格。

在最后一集，犀利妹为了避开 Kings，到澳洲玩，Kings 去找犀利妹。。。

犀利妹：你怎样知道我在这里？

KINGS：重案组整班人帮我。犀利妹，你别走。。。

犀利妹：放开我啦。。。你知不知道我来这里很开心，我每晚睡的很好，我一觉睡到天亮，我睡醒可以出去逛，不需要有人等着我，跟着我。我不用看到你！我不回想起不开心的事。为什么？为什么要死缠着我不放？

KINGS：你骂，继续吗。你骂完之后就不会生气，我就是在等着一天。

犀利妹：没着一天的，你知不知道为什么我要来澳洲，我要从北半球来到南半球？我不想像以前那样，我想过和以前相反的生活。我等着过一个阳光和海滩的圣诞节。我不想见到你！

KINGS：犀利妹，我求求你，你别这样。。

犀利妹：我也求求你，你别这样。。

KINGS：我听Gordan 说，他说你为了我跳海自杀，我听了之后很心痛。

犀利妹：是啊，我听了之后我真的很想死。你知不知道我跳不成海那天，我回到家里有多痛苦，我每天都像行尸走肉似的，我寝食难安，我满脑子都想着你，我控制不了自己，你知不知道我每天站在马路边，我想冲出去，我想被车撞倒，我就可以什么也不管，什么也不想。你知不知道我为了你，我做了多少傻事。你看，我为了你竟然伤害自己，你知不知道那种痛令我清醒，我告诉自己听，我以后要做个开开心心的犀利妹，我不会再为你这样。你现在是不是想逼死我为止？你是不是要逼得我走投无路？

KINGS：对不起。。。。。。。对不起。。。。

直到你不找我

记得当时谁路过
秒针忽然停顿过
气温湿度曾骤变太多
记忆不停重叠过
你的表情提示过
爱的可能是我
想法很乱幻觉太多
疑虑很大直到说不清楚
心算太慢但仍然算错
找对人偏错过

直到开始想喜欢我
直到终于不喜欢我
直到碰上一个逃避一个
追不上躲不过
直到开始找不到我
直到终于不想找我
直到你擦身过才认得我
彼此也在折磨像当初

想法太乱直觉对么
疑虑很大直到爱不清楚
当这世上全怀疑我错
总有人相信我

为什么你会是这样？为什么你可以让她这样喜欢你？

Catherine ♥

I'm BUSY, but don't know for what!

2010-06-20T22:58:00.002+08:00

BUSY.........

BUSY..........

Busy.........

Busy.............

just don't know for what.

I look like very busy, but for what? Me, I, Myself also don't know.

I'm sooooooooooooo tired only.

i injured my arm again, DARN pain okay!

mid-terms, assignments again.

haih.

owh, she is back. how is she? miss her so much.

Catherine

[MV] BY2 - Ai shang ni (愛上你)

2010-05-30T22:14:00.000+08:00

小事。。。

2010-05-29T22:35:00.003+08:00

对很多人来说这是一个很小的事。。可能简直不是一件事。。。

可是，我竟然认为是非常重要的事，也因为这样，我这几天的心情很难过。。加上其它小事。。我伤心到心很痛。。痛到眼泪也流不出来。。。真的真的很痛。我不想，真的很难过。。。

我听很多伤心的歌。。我心更痛。。还是哭不出。。。我很没用。。当我自己一个人的时候，我又开始想。。为什么？为什么？

证明了，我不是那么厉害。。我没用。。我没能力。。我太高估自己了。。我所做的一切都是白费的。。

有时候我真的很累，我不想再想了。。。可是当我静下来。。。我又会胡思乱想。。救命啊！

我很想有个肩膀。。。我很想哭。。。我很想安慰。。。我很想抱抱。。

我也很想你，还好吗？

我不想一错再错。。

可是，我已经错了。。。

还是重犯的错。。。

我真的很痛。

林峯 - 我們很好(國語) MV [EEG MUSIC PLUS]

2010-05-24T23:00:00.000+08:00

我不敢了，我也不想了。

2010-05-16T14:34:00.006+08:00

我很久没有写一些伤心难过的post了。。。

我也不知要如何写起，随便吧。。

自从生活营后，我发觉，其实我很有勇气，我可以很坦然地面对任何东西。我不怕。我的心理学讲师也看得出，我很独立，坚强。。可是，往往有一些事把我辛辛苦苦建立起来的勇气和信心都给摧毁了！我很没用，很容易被身边的事与物影响。我不敢了，我也不想了。

我不敢再喜欢上任何人了！放太多感情，很容易受伤，一切都是自己拿来。可是我自己也控制不了自己去喜欢一个人。我实在是想太多了。我一定要告诉自己，别再有希望了！我不想一错再错！我很痛！！！

当你喜欢一个人，妒忌心一定会有，何况是我这种很喜欢吃醋的人！

眼泪排山倒海再抵挡不了伤害
我们的爱结束在这个夜晚
快乐太难太心酸我才发现了孤单
原来爱情真那么难．．．　　－原来爱情那么难，　泳儿。

我想，我不会再去喜欢任何人了，等？慢慢等。。。　
伤心，是因为没勇气了。我不敢再受伤了。。因为，我害怕。
我的心真的受伤了。。。。

陪着你一起但有着距离
如距我千里偏偏记起
曾踏遍天地但爱着自己
曾踏遍天地但抱着自己
拿到了一切竟想放弃
拿到了一切只得痛悲　－我们很好，　林峰。

你躲在哪里我找不到你
爱需要真心需要勇气
天快要下雨我快要哭泣
你还不相信我是爱你

你躲在哪里我找不到你
爱碎成回忆我对不起
天快要下雨我快要哭泣
我问我自己爱不爱你爱你　－我们很好_国语版

我不敢了，我也不想了。

Back! Holidaysssssss.

2010-05-08T22:14:00.002+08:00

HEY GUYS!

i'm back.

no lar. after hectic schedule and busy with studies... finally i'm alive. haha.

I'm a superwomen. REALLY. IF U KNOW ME. :p

ok. first, I M HAVING MY 3 WEEKS HOLIDAYSSSSS!

although is just 3 weeks. only 3weeks. but its enough for me to enjoy! i hope so.

right after finals and research paper, went to genting with my darlings. is just less than 24hours, but i enjoy so much! I LOVE YOU.

oh, HAPPY MOTHERS DAY! to my mummy, i really really love u, i'm sure u know rite? she fulfill whatever i want, take good care of me without asking anything question. support me with all my stupid decision. without you, i'm not catherine. mummy, i love you! <3

owh, i'm so looking forward for my holidays!
how is my schedule? hmm.

next week, SEGi leadership camp from monday till wednesday! yeah~~~
planning: ice-skating, yam-cha, melaka, sing-k, movie marathon, gathering.......... argh......... the list goes on.........................

OWH, FORGOT TO MENTION! 22nd MAY ALL ABOUT MEN LIVE IN GENTING! yea.. gonna meet RON, KEVIN, MOSES & BOSCO! omg! love ya!

yea, last month, when to Charmaine's event at TS. so happy and excited when i meet Charmaine, is real! haha. take some pics and signature! she is gorgeous! perfect! love you! muaks.

hmm. i feel that i've changed my lifestyle. compare to last time, my schedule now is really pack, although is abit tired, but i feel so contented, meaningful coz i didnt waste every second every minute of my life. i play, i eat, i study, i enjoy every moment without wasting. i love my life. and i love everyone around me.

treasure every moment, appreciate everyone around you.

take care.

catherine. <3

*&^%$#

2010-03-26T21:47:00.002+08:00

URgh.

I suppose that there is no one there to read my blog rite......

haih. fine, this blog is dying...... gonna gone soon!

I'M GONNA GONE SOON TOO!

Lots lots lots lots problems is surrounding me ar! I feel like killing myself to get out of the trouble! ish ish ish. why is it keep appearing and not giving me some times to rest? IM SO TIRED!

let me settle all the *&^%$# first i'll blog a complete post k.

got my result. OKAY. but my CGPA drop wei! why drop so much! aiks.......

this term i take 3 subject. which is 1 extra. stress me up, luckly one of the lecturer is ar hemmmm. so can lazy abit. haih, but stillllll when exam time, i'll suffer like hell! DEAAAR GOD, help me please??????????

I wont die so early lar.. no need worry :p

take care.

Catherine.

Screw up wei!

the love one.

2010-02-18T20:30:00.012+08:00

hmm.

Looking through my previous post, seems long time didn't upload a long post, so now, going to blog about my love one! muahaha. means all my beloved friends!

the day before reunion dinner, went to plan to go low yat with L since he beg us to go. however, Lim Mei Bel, got food poison at the really really last minute, can't go with us, so just left me and the handsome one. oh… but Xiao yan join us after that! When to shop for a while, I managed to help L to buy a shirt! So proud of myself coz the shirt really suits him and he looks great! Owh. And I bought a hand-beg, 2 shirts! Owh. Satisfied!

Later, when to “toilet bowl” restaurant in Sg Wang which I want to go for long time! Actually nth special la! :p after that have to rush back to Arielle’s house to do manicure! L’s driving skill really startles me, quite excited too! Ha-ha. After my manicure session, have to go back to work! That’s my day!

with the drink!

The Handsome and the prettie?

Xiao Yan.

Me <3

Okay! For reunion dinner till 2^nd day of Chinese New Year, all the time is with family members and relatives. Eat, play, TV, gamble, Eat, sleep, eat, gamble…… owh… that’s all. And yet, the weather is killing me! Is so terribly hot! I just don’t want to step out of the air-coned room! I really don’t know how to describe.

Yeah yeah, the 3^rd day of Chinese New Year! As what we plan before this, I got the chances to meet my secondary school darlings- Siew Leng, Dakshyani, Mei Kay, and Jie Lee! But one of it cannot come, which is Rebecca! We had our lunch somewhere in Cheras, thanks to Mei Kay’s mum for the lunch! We got yee sang and other foods! I’m out of control because I ate a lot of prawns (I’m sensitive to seafood, but luckily still ok!) talk talk talk.

They told me something which upset me, Siewie is going to UK this year end and Dakshy is going next year! Haih, more and more friends is leaving me, the first one leaving I don’t have the chance to say goodbye to her, and then they are leaving, and I heard that MeiBel is planning to go US too. Urgh! All my darlings is leaving, I really wish that I’m the one leaving but not them! Argh! Go lar go lar!

After lunch, when to Mei Kay’s new house! The house is so big, the decoration and renovation is wonderful! I wish I can own one! Owh, when to buy a cake for Dakshy coz her birthday we can’t celebrate with her! And it really surprises her! Hope she have a wonderful birthday celebration with us ya! What’s next? Gamble lar! Hmm, I found out that I really a kaki judi and kaki botal lar! They all don’t really seem know how to gamble, and when talk about alcoholic, they don’t seem interesting. But excuse me, I’m not so into alcohol, just that I like wines and vodka only okay! They all are so scare of loosing money, so I be the “choi san”, try to give them money lar, but too bad lar, they don’t want my money! Haha. At the end managed to win abit lar. Then change, pictionary! Owh, just to mention here, snacks and drinks are all around the bed!

Pictionary is so fun, but we just played for a whiled, coz time passed so fast, Jie Lee have to go another party, so we start taking pictures! And we all are tired also lar. Owh, Dakshy’s camera has this function called Smile detector, and because we want all of us in the pic, so we use that function, its so funny! We have to close our mouth, then smile, and the camera will capture. Sometimes the camera can’t detect our smile; I try to make sound like we are smiling, then chi chak! Is so fun! Meanwhile Mei Kay is bathing and prepare for the next party too.

Everybody got party to go accept Dakshy, Siew and Me! So we went to Siew house to get angpao and dinner too. Thanks for Siewie’s parents for the dinner, is kind of awkward because her relatives was there too, and all of them hide in the room while we are having our dinner! Aiks. Then dakshy fetch me back! That’s my day.

What to say: time pass really fast, we have been together for 4 years plus, we seldom meet each other, but we love each other, the words can’t describe our relationships. I’m so happy to meet u all, as what siewie said, I really hope to meet u all more frequently before Siewie and Dakshy fly to UK. Keep in touch. It’s hard for us to arrange our time to come out, I’ll try my best. I really hope as we grow up, we still together all the while, no matter where we are! Okay darlings?

Yee Sang! lou ar!

Foods!

Dakshy & Siewie.

Camwhore session! :p

I love you!

Hugss & Kissesss.

Mei Kay & I!

Siewie & I.

Okay, the next day, which is Wednesday! Since Mei Zhen is not in KL, so I meet with Yong Keong alone! This guy, don’t know why we will keep contact lar, I know him through St John ambulance, and we meet each other not that often, always after he come back from Pahang! He studied over there, which is like the countryside! What he told me really scares me; please don’t send me to those places to study okay! Rather sent me to jail! Opps. Thanks to him for driving me to somewhere which I don’t know to yam cha. The place quite good, talk talk talk! Haha. Owh, I’m so desperately want to watch 72 Tenants of Prosperity! And luckily we managed to buy ticket at MBO cinema! Don’t know what cinema is that! Coz can’t book for all others cinema! IS FULLY BOOK! Oh-my-god! And yet, we sit almost in the front! But nvm! The movie is AWESOME!~ ya lar, one of the reasons is there are a lot of artiste I like in the movie! Haha. Must watch must watch okay!

He is a funny guy lar, but keep teasing me! Urgh, tell u, if u still tease me the next outing, I won’t keep in touch with you! Blek! But still, thanks for the lunch and sending me home safely! So nice! Have a fantastic day with you, and also, hope to meet u more often! You promise me want to bring me to pahang for trip k! :p

Catherine :D

Yong Keong & Catherine.

Thats all for today! take care. enjoy ur holiday ya! muaks!

Catherine

Happy Chinese Hoo Year!

2010-02-15T21:57:00.002+08:00

Hi hi!

Happy Chinese Hoo Year & Happy Valentine's Day~~

wish all of u happy always!

WooHoo!

hmm. Valentine's day, what to do? alone again! when when when??? still waiting.............

Ok, be patient, i know there is someone waiting for me!

Catherine.

2010.

2010-02-06T21:06:00.002+08:00

back.

thought of highlight the hair, but not too bright. but the effect really not obvious. but ok also lar hor! haha. new hair style for CNY! this hair styled by eugine, but normally i won't make it like that lar! -.-'

Me, got miss me anot?

went to old folks home today. quite tiring but yet is fun! but i'm super worry abt my 15pgs assignment which due on tues! and now, i'm still blogging and haven start do yet! cool.

i want to go shopping! i bought 3 item used RM200. omg. crazy lar. still got lots thing haven bought yet!!!!!!!!!!!! i need money! who can sponsor me???

i want to know what u think and how you feel, so that i don't need to guess. can i?

catherine.

Who am i RESERVED to?

2010-02-03T19:30:00.003+08:00

who is the one?

逃避

2009-12-26T11:33:00.003+08:00

我很久都没写这部落格, 我想这能帮我解决问题吗???

我这个人太直接, 很容易得罪人.可是, 幸好有一班朋友了解我.

最近很多东西发生, 我已经尽量改我的坏脾气, 小气, 急性.... 我知道我错在那里...

可是, 我没想到你是这样想我!

我很喜欢埋怨, 可是只是说说而已,发泄下. 妈整天骂我, 不要随便埋怨... 对, 我不应该!

我帮人, 我没想过我帮人是控制朋友的武器. 当我看到, 我真的没想到,原来你是这样的看我. 没关系, 每个人的想法不同, 而我也不能改变人家的想法.

我很怕面对问题, 所以喜欢逃避. 我什么都怕, 即使我觉得我自己对的时候, 我也很怕面对!

很多事, 我都忍! 忍忍忍!!!

我帮你, 我觉得你需要帮忙. 可是, 你给我的感觉是, 我是应该帮你. 没关系, 我知道你不喜欢说谢谢. 我真的没经验申请卡, 我问过人说不需要合约! 所以才没拿, 而当时合约不在我手, 我要等那合约到. 我上上下下那办公室很多次, 我很不奈烦.

当两个人沟通的时候, 当然希望对方有回复. 可是, 我每次得到的是一个微笑或没回复. 我尝试很多次和你说话, 可是回复的话令我很没话好说, 甚至令我很不开心. 我知道这样, 那我何必自己找麻烦, 自己若自己不开心呢? 所以我选择不说话, 那就没什么尴尬的事了! 当我不说话不代表我们在冷战!

我不喜欢控制人, 所以家务的事, 你要做就做, 我没做时间表出来,当你搬进来的时候我讲过, 房间脏了打扫一下, 我没说一定要每天扫, 而, 你是我朋友, 我不喜欢吩咐你做东西. 我记得开始的时候你打扫过一次, 真的很干净! 我知道你没在客厅做东西, 所以如果你不愿意打扫客厅我很了解, 可是房间呢? 你自己睡的地方, 厕所, 你有用的. 这一件事就是我最不开心的事. 我忍. 每次都是我做, 所以我觉得自己是个用人. 你都有洗衣服, 为什么你不随便洗下厕所? 厕所真的很肮脏, 我忍无可忍的时候, 我就会洗. 我没希望你把家打扫的干干净净, 而只是自己的责任.

我没什么, 我真的生气这件事, 因为我觉得这是我们的责任去打扫房间. 如果你说我假, 你喜欢, 我真的没有心伤害任何人, 我真的真心帮人. 我觉得"谢谢" 是一重礼貌, 我知道你说过朋友之间不用说谢谢, 可是我不习惯, 好像我载你的时候, 你走就走, 你让我觉得我是你的司机! 这是我的感觉, 没关系, 而我也知道你不是这样想!

你以为我不想和你好像两姐妹这样吗? 你太安静了, 而我太吵了. 朋友问我, 两个人不说话怎么能住在一起? 我说, 她做他的事, 我做我的. 另外, 当我在家的时候, 我喜欢有自己的空间, 我不喜欢人在我后面看我上网, 我会觉得不习惯. 我没什么,只是想告诉你而已. 每次我都会搬出客厅上网, 可能你会觉得我好像在避开你, 我不是, 只是怕吵到你, 因为我回开很大声, 而也是我想一个人!

你不可以怪B, 她做了很多东西想把我们和好! 我也告诉她, 有时侯她在某些方面有错, 而她最近也改了很多. 你知道吗, 不知道几时, 我觉得啦, 我们叫你出来好像是我们的责任, 因为有时侯没叫你出的时候, 你会说"为什么没叫我出的,忘记我啦?". 有时侯是因为很多原因, 或是其他人叫我们出, 或是时间的问题. 现在, 每次出去的时候, 我们第一时间就会说你的名字! 叫你出去你又没话聊, 我会觉得很过意不去. 我会避开你, 因为我很怕你了! 因为很多问题, 使到我很害怕.

我们没试过了解你? 因为你很悲观, 我们怕说到你不开心的事, 每次和你聊心事, 你一定是说朋友. 我觉得你是个难了解的人, 你什么事都收在心. 所以我们都没想要了解你了. 你家在霹雳, 家有妈妈和姐姐. 姐姐在新加坡做工. 你曾经在云顶做工, 你喜欢看漫画和看小说, 喜欢睡觉. 你很安静, 喜欢听人家说话.

我有很多次有冲动想找你出来说说, 可是又不敢! 圣诞节前夕我们想找你, 而因为我有事做, 没机会找你, 既然你已经写出来了, 我也在此说说. 以上的事我没什么特别意思, 请不要有误会, 因为面对面说话会比较好, 而字很难表达一些东西. 而我的华语是有限公司, 请原谅我的错误.

我真的不知道要说什么, 做什么, 新的一年要来了, 我不知道什么事会发生. 我只希望这一切事会到一段落.

10 days more!!!!!

2009-12-09T19:16:00.002+08:00

hello!

busy for assignments, mid terms and presentations. and i just finished my last assignment!

coming up next? finals lor!!!!

Santa Clause is coming to town!!!! hooo. Merry Christmas!

i'm gonna celebrate Christmas with Raymond!!! haha. no lar!

10 more days to Raymond's Concert!!!! muahahaha. so looking forward!!!!

Business Law gonna end soon. i'll miss my beloved lecturer!!!! i love law!

lots lots birthday celebration coming up! and i'm going to bankrupt soon! haih!

holidays is comin soon! so looking forward. not working for the whole month! i want to enjoy my life!!! yooohoo!

ok, take care ya!

catherine

Stress!!!!!

2009-11-16T20:19:00.002+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHH.

HELP?

last thurs get Business Law Mid term take home test, night go clubbing.

Friday reach home at 5pm. too tired. cant start research.

Saturday start research. useless cases.

Sunday start the test. half way. only 2 cases out.

monday continue, give up. just fill up the pages.

now, i gonna bath soon. rest for a while. start 8 CHAPTER business ethics reading! i hate u!

2moro, read 8 CHAPTER business ethics.

wednessday, continue reading till 3.30pm. deathline!

thursday, start business ethics assignment 1! fyi, i haven start at all!

friday, saturday, sunday, working. but plan to work 4 hours only! hope so.

monday, assignment due date! hope can pursue lecturer to postpone! please!!!!!

thats all. bath soon then continue study! ciaoz.

catherine

My first experience...

2009-11-13T22:20:00.003+08:00

talking for long time, wanted to go for long time, but don't have an excuse to go!

and now, birthday celebration for Elizabeth Kong, we celebrate at Ministry of Sound, Sunway!

sound idiot right like MOS only ma.. but for me, who didn't in touch with those clubbing thingy is different.

we've been preparing for this like for 2 weeks? not to say preparing lar.. talking lar! plan what to wear, what to buy, what to do.... and the day come!

yesterday after class when to MeiBel house to prepare. though of having a nap before preparing.. but can't haih. then u know what, i think we, who is Me, MeiBel, YeEarn take 2 hours plus to make up, but end up nothing just putting fake eye lashes and abit eye shadow!~ i was like, WHAT? Nvm, then when to L house, L fetch us to Sunway! meet others, Elizabeth, Steffi, Annie, LK, Ron... when to the esquire kitchen! so family feel lar! haha.

after dinner, is time to enter to MOS aka Euphoria! oh... Just don't understand why so many people want to go there? peoples are gathering outside! is like... u can't see the entrance lar! i don't know lar, no comment for the environment and surrounding. the thing i like MOS is that no smoking! but i still see someone smoking in the dance floor. we order 1 whisky and vodka, but don't know why end up with 2 bottle of whisky! owh.

initially, all of us like very scare plus excited, just stand there looking around, shouting to each other! the music is so loud, erm, is EXTREMELY loud. but okay lar. drink drink drink. then let's party. is fun lar. but sweat lots wei! and my leg is like! burning! is so painful dancing with high heels wei! i cannot stand anymore and i take off my shoe and dance! URGH! too bad, somoone step on my leg! ish ish ish! please, if there is next time, i only go if u allow me to wear slippers! argh!

oh, there are gals dancing on the stage right, and there is one guy standing below there looking at the gals above! is so loathsome! he place his hand on this private part while looking at the gal private part! is so ridiculous lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i keep on shouting and screaming there! but luckily nobody can hear me! muahahaha.

Thursday is ladies night, so we have a free drink! i have a cup of vodka apple! is so nice! then since steffi dont drink, i take hers, another vodka! i really in love with vodka already! Cheers!

hmm. i'm not drunk! seriously, just feel abit tired, dancing for around 2 hours plus! why can people dance for like 4 hours? omg!

the night was so fun! we also take lots photo in the dance floor! but please! dont upload on the facebook and i also won't post up here because i'm extremely ugly! haha. coz i'm sweating, and my face is so white out of the black and my hair is so messy! my make up fail ady lar! oh no! after we left MOS, i walk to carpark with bare foot wei! my leg is so pain! i don't even want to walk! urgh! hate clubbing lar! opps.

after clubbing when to yam cha, blow cake for Eli! we share and gave her 21 piece of presentsa coz this is her 21th birthday ma! happy birthday eli! hope u like all the arrangement ya! muaks.

the night end where me yeearn meibel and ron went to L house to overnight! omg! his house is super cold wei! i'm shivering after bathing! i slept around 4 am! besides, i like his room because i don't know when is sunrise when is sunset! around 10 plus i wake up, i don't know the time, i though is still at night! because you cannot see the sunlight! his window is covered by 2 layer of dark curtain! is so nice! no wonder L always cannot wake up in the morning lar!

all of us wake up around 1 pm... then don't know why they suddenly watch the last house on the left... then change.. went to KFC at KD around 4pm!

what's my feeling? is a very nice clubbing experience lar! everybody did enjoy especially Tiffany! she's crazy lar! i know what she's doing! haih. really out of control! oh, b4 this i bet ye earn wont drink alcohol! i lost! she drink! somemore drink faster than me! haha. no lar, her face is like burn ady after drinking alcohol! ohhhh. meibel ar.. wooow. her EYES is so big after make up! WOOOOW. haha! eli also crazy jor, go hug and kiss everyone! erm, thanks steffi for the arrangement and also guys for the drink! haha. have lots fun and experience! want to go next time? hmm. i have to think first, if there is no mid-term or finals, no assignments i'll probably going. u know what, we get our take home mid-term exam on thurs, and we go clubbing at night! cool. erm, besides, if i no need to wear high heels, i definitely will go!

as i said, no picture will be uploaded! NO!

ciaoz. have to start my mid-term ady! take care

catherine

Out of difficulties, makes miracle!

2009-11-04T19:35:00.004+08:00

last week, just don't know why, don't feel like talking. try to keep quite lar.

kinda emo!

As i said, there is lots problems and difficulties i'd face. really kinda ruin me lar!

as what sam hou said, 苦中一点甜! really... although problems keep occur but i'm sure there is something which is good for me!

oh, watched "This is it". is so nice. i started to like MJ already, the king of pop. the documentary really very nice, is like you're enjoying MJ's concert. no wonder how expansive MJ's concert ticket, there is still so many ppl go watch! is really worth it lar, the production, the message they want to convey to the audience! is so touch! i love you michael jackson!

anything happened, let it be.. i won't think so much, relax.

oh, last weekend when to my ex-colleague's wedding. the wedding is simple and nice, as long as the new married couple love it lar. hope they live happily ever after!

before this i plan to blog for many things, but suddenly forgot what to blog!

there is still something in my heart which i cannot tell out now, but i feel it. hope that it is not as what i feel lar.

the relationship between me and you is kinda weird already. i don't know why, hope there is nothing happen, just that i think too much.

nowadays keep on raining and raining! is so frustrating lar! go pasar malam also rain! ish ish! when can u stop raining? is it what others said, the dragon is down to earth and playing around? muahahahaha! stop raining okay?

2moro going back KL cause friday have to go see dentist! argh,... jangan marah aku lagi okay?

ciaoz.

Go catherine!

PS: erm, i think off changing my "Catherine" to "Katherine"... coz catherine is so common and lots my friends also using that. so whats your opinion????

Why?

2009-10-31T20:57:00.002+08:00

why?

lots lots things happen and i just don't know why?

i'm so tired thinking and thinking. problems still occur continuously. why?

these few days working, try to not to think so much, however, PROBLEMS occur! haiz.

physically tired because of working, mentally tired because of thinking, heart tired because of heart break.

talk to mom just now, this is call life, well, she said i didn't want to listen to her advise, and now, i go out and in touch with the society, learn all the theory of life by myself, and i realize what mom says is true. guys and gals, listen to your parents, what they said is true, is just that u haven't experience it before. yeah, i wont listen to her because i didn't experience before, and now, i did experience, and it will keep in my mind the theory i'd learn. we will undergo ups and downs in our life, but why can't the problems come slowly but continuously? aiks, i need to rest also right?

try to escape? haha, i tried, but no use.

okay, the only thing i can forget about those problems is when i watch drama! really, drama and laptop is my best ever partner! okay, Beyond The Realm Of Conscience is so chi gek wei! omg. watch till episode 10, so looking forward for the next but too bad have to wait till monday! aiks!

remember! must watch kay?

i don't know what to blog. oh, went back KL today to attend my ex-colleague wedding! he is a doctor okay!!! muahahaha. so looking forward to see all my long-time-didnt-meet ex-colleague! haiz, nothing can wear, so? wear back my birthday present dress! thanks for the darlings. muaks.

ciaoz.

catherine, tomorrow will be a better day!

First Day of Business Ethics.

2009-10-26T20:36:00.002+08:00

Owh, when for a movie since my class start at 3.30pm.

Oh-Mae-God! Maybe now is not movie season, not much movie i can watch, so i choose something " the private life of Pippa Lee ". I though I book the whole cinema! but at last there is still people watching! the movie is so BORED! i almost sleep throughout the movie! aiks!

after lunch when to my first class, Business Ethics.

hmm, me & tiffany know that the lecturer for the class is Pn. Zuraida.

but i just don't know how many people in the class.

tiffany and i went to the class, as i remember lar... then no one is in the class i thought we went to wrong class, both of us walk here walk there to check for the timetable. correct, is L1.10... then we go back to the class.. there is still no ppl. 3.30pm, class started, i ask pn zuraida, and she told me that, there is only 8 person in the class. i'm like, OMG! haih. if u had attend to her class, you'll know why!

but luckly, there is tiffany and steffi there to accompany me! i'm so glad to have both of u! thanks. muaks.

during the class, i suddenly said me and tiffany set up a company, call Tiffany & Catherine Co. so is T & C, which is term and condition apply. opps. lame! =.='''

erm, suddenly, feel like saying something to someone.

someone, thanks for forgiving me for my stupidness and my everything. thanks for accepting me again. i'm sorry for what i'd did, i really doesn't mean it. i'll try my best to change my bad attitude. thanks so much.

chiaoz.

Catherine darlinx.

CATHERINE is back!

2009-10-25T22:11:00.002+08:00

Ok, as i promise earlier, i'll blog properly and nicely!

I finished my final last term and tomorrow i'm going to start my NEW TERM!

i'm taking Business Law 2 & Business Ethics!

Owh, business law is getting harder and harder! i don't know i can manage to cope with it anot!

Before this, i didn't sleep well, and for the 3 days holidays, wooh, i sleep super well, eat super well & watch movie till.... ai yah! very syok lar. i enjoy my 3 days holiday! muahahahaha.

this few days don't know why so desperately want to find all my primary school friend's facebook! owh, not bad, i can find few of them! so excited wei, some of them didn't change much, but some, I JUST CAN'T RECOGNIZE THEM! so pretty and handsome! haih, me ler? still that BIG!!! haih.

owh, i wish to upload pictures, but too bad, using my old lappie! because my old lappie can download drama! muahaha.

okay, i have to introduce my reader a drama, Beyond The Realm Of Conscience! omg. i watch the first episode already make me cry! who is in the drama, of course Charmaine Sheh, Tavia Yeung, Moses Chan, Kevin Cheng....... oh-my-godness! all also my favourite artiste! but too bad, raymond is not in, nvm! he is coming for concert! ok, back to the drama. i don't want to say so much, you all go watch it only, worth it lar! muahahaha.

erm, not much to blog. i'll try to blog more kay? i know there is someone there to read my blog, right my darling? muaks. leave comment ya!

take care.

all the best, Catherine.

have a nice day!

:p

2009-10-18T19:59:00.002+08:00

omg!

suddenly feel like read all the blog I've posted. haih, i realize, i'm so lazy now!

i started not to blog, blog also just for few words, no decoration.

haih. i just don't know why?

ok, weekly update.

-preparation for business law presentation. so tiring!

-business law presentation was kind of successful! thanks for the cooperation of all the group mate.

- arielle's 21st birthday party preparation!

tats the most tiring day! i didn't sleep well for past few weeks for all the preparation, and then have to help out arielle to prepare the food for her party!

anyway, i enjoy a lot for all the event above, took lots picture, her party was successful also, hope she like my special slides for her! muaks arielle. happy 21st birthday. early one lar!

finals next week. again, i give myself kinda high expectation, i want to get A for business law. can i? hope so. i'm so desperate to get the academic excellent award, but everytime also cannot, just less few point of gpa only! i strive so hard but still....... haih. so disappointed lar!

i really have to concentrate study ady lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! argh.

take care. i'll try to blog more with nice deco!

catherine

too dry....

2009-10-07T21:02:00.002+08:00

yo darlings.

sorry for no replys.

tired!

last week went for hiking, don't why it reminds me of my pass that being alone in the jungle. once again! i really really hate being abandoned, its really very scary! please no 3rd times okay?

is fun but tiring, i managed to hike till first hill only, i wait for them in the first hill. the scenery is so nice but camera is not with me tat time! enjoying alone, no others.

nvm. oh, aaron left to kelantan, and we sent him from airport! owh! i drove 140km/hr !!!! woohoo. too excited! all my friends are so frightened while im driving! chill lar friends.

i just dont know why im so tiring, i can sleep after i finish eating! i cant sleep so early! there are tones tones assignments waiting for me to do! like today, 1 whole day i manage to finish question 1 MIS assignment! owh dear! how can it be! i just dont know why m i so tired! i dont know. sleep so early nowadays!

haha. owh, this month i just work for 3 days! great rite! haha.

next week business law presentation, i hope i'm well prepare and luck is there for me to present it well and not clutering!!! please!!! owh god!

lazy to blog for long entry, after all this i try to blog for more details wan lar.

final is coming soon. i need to work hard.

next term gonna take business law 2 and business ethics. and, we start to separate with others already, and i know, there is always separation among friends, but i hope there is still someone i know to accompany to the new class and environment! please God! still questioning myself whether want to take the third subject, coz both business core is UIU subject, which means i have to work harder compare to ADP subject!!! help!

nothing much, take care everyone.

please sent someone to love me, i'm too dry ady!!!

catherine.

sick...

2009-09-26T13:26:00.002+08:00

yeah. after a week busy for working, and now i announce.. i'm sick.

haha. i think quite long time i haven fall sick lar. nvm, it's like giving myself a rest lar.

work work work. like zombie... haih.

oh, Happy Birthday to LK, on 25 September. had a steamboat party at my house with friends. hope she like it!

give me a reason how can u like someone which u don't know at all? why? how?

one week holiday its just gone like that, nth special, though of going back home accompany my parents, but... sleep the whole day! haih. go away flu, cough, sore-throat!!!

class start next week, and i need to prepare for my presentation... and soon, final... time pass so fast...

raymond is coming to promote his album... hope i got the chance to see him and let him sign my album.

and, he is going to leave soon, what to say? take care.

love you,
catherine.

buzzzzz.

2009-09-14T21:36:00.000+08:00

elo everybody.

class, lunch, work, assignment, net, sleep.

that's what i did for the past few weeks. owh...

although it seems like very busy and tiring... but i'm quite enjoy as i didn't waste my time!

muahaha. raymond gona have a concert at genting on 19 Dec. and yes, i definitely will go, and the best thing is that week is my final exam!!! wooo hoo! >.< but i think nobody go with me lar.. haih. because... haih...

ok. actually i want to blog a long entry.. but since is 11pm now.. i gotta sleep already.

business law 2moro, and there is a take home test!!! everybody! good luck ya! take care.

with love,

catherine.

放弃了吗？

2009-09-02T15:23:00.003+08:00

相识了一年，经历了数不清的事。我真的放弃了吗？？？

今天的感觉怪怪，我也不知道，也可能...。感觉不一样了，可能，以是陌生人。

刚刚打开那个盒子，看回她写给我的，而我的橱还留着她给我的一切。我还是一样的，只是，我用时间冲淡一切，而代价是。。。当你想得到一些东西，另一方面，你将会失去一些。这是很平常，可是，值得吗？？？我不知道。可能，她不是一个值得我去关心的，而一切一切都只是我自己拿来的？

我不知道是否真的忘了她，还是？还是还有选择吗？从头开始是自己拿来的，然后？难道这叫后悔吗？错！我没！！！

算了吧。。。放手，放开所有！！！

猫猫。。。

urgh!!!!!!

2009-08-20T16:34:00.002+08:00

urgh! arielle got the chance to meet laughing gor!!!

ask her go with me don't wan!!! ish ish!!!

nvm lar... jking only lar...

hmm. having my last week holiday with my dearest family!!!

hmm... uni start next week. lots lots thing is changing soon and i hope everything will be fine.

LK is going to live with me! muahahaha. so looking forward!

old things go, new things come! so, learn not to be upset for the leaving of old things, but look forward for the coming new things! maybe, there will be suprise!

lot lots problem i'd face for past few weeks. but luckly, i managed to overcome. thanks for everyone who had give me opinion, stay beside me and care for me so much, special thanks to ANN & ARIELLE. i really love u.

for u, if u think you're right, go ahead. i believe that you'll experience the same thing as u did to me someday. oh, thanks for giving me such a GREAT experience as i'll learn from the great mistake i had. thanks so much. hope that you can sleep well.

oh, my course ADP's system changed! actually the course follow american education system where the course is in the TERM form. but i receive a msg from Adrian, he told me that it change to SEMESTER form. and i look back to adp course 2010, yes, is going to change for the year 2010. i'm not sure whether it is a bad news or good news cause i haven't try the Semester system. i'm not sure lar, but i think there will be some argument lar.. MAYBE only.

new term is going to start! which means last term result is going to release! haih. i knew it. haha.

miss my colleague at ikea! and miss lot lots friends in uni! haha. uni start sooooon!
new roommate!!!!!!!!!!!!!
new me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ciaoz.

catherine

happy birthday catherine.08-08-09

2009-08-11T22:08:00.002+08:00

hi.

happy birthday to me, catherine on 08-08-09.

lots suprise happened on my brithday and till now, still cant take it. too many...

thanks for all the thing.

but still, i cant take it, really.

i'm affraid of birthday. yes, i can say, what i wish also come true, but.. i don't know lar.. i really don't know.

i cant act like nth happen, i cant hold my tears from dropping many times. (not friends part okay.)

thanks for someone, who always beside me, where my tears will drop in front of her and she willing to borrow her shoulder to me. i love u.

thanks..

catherine

changes...

2009-08-05T21:55:00.009+08:00

i wish i can write a long post this time.

when to teluk intan for 2 days, and my stomach grow don't know how many inches! owh.

food food food.

went to mei wei's hometown with jen and mei wei's friend, Joanne.

joanne is such a cute girl, we called her jo. she is very good in math! u just cant believe it.

along the way to teluk intan, we saw a car name "blue bird".. actually i didn't notice it, then wei shout, eh, there is a blue bird in front of us.. then i wonder what is blue bird and what is so big deal? then don't know is jo or jen shout, oh... is "lan jiao".. er hem. guess urself. then me and jen trying to capture the car picture and wei trying to get closer to the car. is so dangerous coz the car drive so fast till we cant chase the car. and the driver look and is and sure wondering why are we taking picture of his car! so funny lar!

the first thing we reach there is to visit the menara condong. haha. nth much to do in teluk intan, the only thing is to eat eat eat.

we are eating all the while. when we got abit hungry.. then eat. haih. is so relaxing over there.

Jennifer

Laksa. so cute the size.

Mei wei.

Ho jian.

try to hide from my camera!

dessert.

cath.

Wei, Jen, Cath.

char kuey teow at the road side.

Rojak at longkang side.

i wonder why, all the nice food is always located at somewhere dirty?

mee rebus. delicious.

me & jo waiting for chee cheong fun!

Jo, jen, cath.

all of them are so cute. what i can said is they are my laughing mates lar. they can laugh as loud as me and is like, i wont laugh alone when i'm with them. like just a small matter which is not funny at all, i'll laugh, and they all laugh togather with me! this is so hilarious! but if i always hang out together with them, i think i'll die earlier due to heart attack! everywhere we go sure got something funny for us to laugh! imagine we have to laugh with stomach bloated with food. O-M-GOD!

there is a lot of changes in my life now.

there is always changes in life, different stages...

i think, it's time for a change.

i don't know what will happen next, i just wish that, it will be happy matter..

happy birthday.

catherine

happy birthday ann!

2009-08-03T11:23:00.001+08:00

hi reader!

sorry for not blogging.. busy working these days.

i'm not working for 1 week! yeah. must give myself holiday ma!

off to perak 2day........ chiaos.

most important is, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST ANN! muaks. i love you! take care.

catherine

holidays.

2009-07-23T08:54:00.002+08:00

hi everyone.

I'M HAVING 1 MONTH HOLIDAYS NOW!

hmm.

i seriously want to blog for a long entry one, but i'm too busy! haha.

after finals on tuesday, when to redbox, ramen, ice bar, laundry till morning!!!!
thanks to annie and stephy for accompany me!

wednesday, yoshinoya, watch HP6 (kinda disappointed), honeymoon, original kayu!

i'm so happy and enjoy! thanks. and now, have to work ady!!! ahhhhhh.

ok lar. prepare to work ady lar. more updates on facebook.

try to blog more lar.

c ya!

catherine

摄影, 是我想要的。

2009-07-11T21:20:00.002+08:00

功课和考试的时间来了，可是呢，我还是很轻松的。

最近，我想了很多很多东西。我也不知道为什么？

突然间，想做我真的很想做的事。可是，我没有本事去做。

这几天看着新加坡的电视剧《双子星》，感触很多。

突然喜欢上郑斌辉！他真的很帅！很man！去找找他的资料，找到他的部落各！然后慢慢的把它看完。他也和我一样，喜欢摄影！我真的很想学摄影，然后到不同的地方拍照！太好了！可是，我想，这是不会发生的。我妈不鼓励我摄影，因为，摄影需要费用。我设一个目标，等我有钱我一定会把这个梦想实现的！！！

功课都还没做，还顾着看戏！

是谁从我天空摘走了星星
一转眼眉头聚满乌云
从来快乐悲伤都自己横行
忘了我也值得被关心

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

漫长的寂寞淹没我的难过
我的世界是零下的沙漠
其实我也想要拥抱的温柔
融化这颗坚强的泡沫

漫长的等候让人特别失落
锋锐寂寞把天空都割破
还有谁能够紧握着我的手
陪着我期待消失的彩虹

There's always gonna be another mountain.
I'm always gonna wanna make it move.
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Sometimes I'm gonna have to lose.
Ain't about how fast I get there.
Ain't about what's waitin on the other side.
It's the climb.

The struggles I'm facing.
The chances I'm taking.
Sometimes might knock me down but
No I'm not breaking.
I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I'm gonna remember most, yeah.
Just gotta keep going.
And I, I gotta be strong.
Just keep pushing on 'cause,

早知道伤心总是难免的，你又何苦以往情深？？？

catherine

不要错放了幸福温暖的手?

2009-07-07T22:27:00.002+08:00

不要错放了幸福温暖的手

往往许多人在抉择伴侣时，容易东想西想，不知所措，就是因为害怕一时做错决定，看错人，造成终生的遗憾。
诺贝尔文学奖得主萧伯纳说：“此时此刻在地球上，约有两万个人适合当你的人生伴侣，就看你先遇到哪一个，如果在第二个理想伴侣出现之前，你已经跟前一个人发展出相知相惜、互相信赖的深层关系，那后者就会变成你的好朋友，但是若你跟前一个人没有培养出深层关系，感情就容易动摇、变心，直到你与这些理想伴侣候选人的其中一位拥有稳固的深情，才是幸福的开始，漂泊的结束。

爱上一个人不需要靠努力，只需要靠“际遇”，是上天的安排，但是“持续地爱一个人”就要靠“努力”，在爱情的经营中，顺畅运转的要素就是沟通、体谅、包容与自制 (面临诱惑有所自制)。有许多人总是被 “际遇”所迷惑与苦恼，意念不停、欲念不断、争逐不散，而忘了培养经营感情的能力才是幸福的关键。

所以不要去追问到底谁才是我的Mr.Right，而是问说在眼前的伴侣关系中，我能努力到什么程度、成长到什么程度，若没有培养出经营幸福的能力，就算真的Mr.Right出现在你身边，幸福依然会错过的，而活在犹疑与遗憾当中，这不就是许多“爱情虚无症”的遭遇与心态吗？

若你此刻已有一位长久相伴的伴侣，不要再随便三心二意地犹疑了，我们往往不易察觉感情中的一个陷阱，就是“近亲生慢侮”，也就是经济学中的铁律“边际效益递减法则”，跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木与忽视，而新鲜的“际遇”总是那么动人可爱。

在感情对待中，难免有摩擦与无心的伤害，而且论得罪自己最多的人，当然是跟我们在一起最久、最亲近的人。而新欢呢，又还没开始有得罪你的机会，再加上他的刻意讨好，所以新欢怎么看怎么可爱，旧爱怎么看怎么讨厌。但别忘了，新欢身上总是有不确定的未知数，旧爱身上就是有难得的熟悉感、确定感、信赖感。千万不要随便在偶然的“际遇”中迷失了自己，错放了幸福温暖的手。

所以萧伯纳的话，是要提醒情人不要太钻牛角尖于寻觅那唯一，应该把精神用在学会经营幸福的能力上，同时也提醒我们“弱水三千只取一瓢饮”若有幸遇到了难得的伴侣，就不要再三心二意了，因为我们永远不知道一生何时会遇到两万个其中的几个，所以要知福惜福、活在当下。

咳，我真的不懂。我什么都不想知道！逃避没有用，可是要如何呢？？
痛到何程度值得真流泪？？爱到何程度值得一再追？林峰的值得流泪！！！呵呵。
就让时间慢慢冲淡吧！什么痛都试过了，这一点点算什么？？？
加油，陈佩憶！

catherine

yes, i did it.

2009-07-05T15:53:00.002+08:00

dear all,

i mentioned few times before that i want to work, and yes, i did it. finally!

now, i'm working as a cashier at IKEA ikano power center. haha. is really challenging but i like it!

yesterday i the most horrible day. i wonder, now economic downturn, recession... but still, there are so many people shopping! i just dont know why, somemore they can pay amount more than rm5k by CASH! omg. is so scary! if i count wrongly or calculate wrongly, i'll die seriously! yesterday 11am till 4pm, non-stop. the queue is so long and i cant even drink water and take a break. i'm so tired and hungry, till i cannot stand... then i ask for a break! OMG!

ok, after i finish working, i have to calculate the total cash i have whether anot tally with the sales of the day. thats my first day, so lots thing i also duno and there is a senior beside me.. he ask me plus that, minus that, see whether i got shortage or excess.. I THOUGH I GOT SHORTAGE YOU KNOW! i nearly heart attact, coz it is the first day i open counter! but luckly... i got excess... rm3... hahahahaha! frightened me!

ok lar. this whole morning doing research on my asssignment! haih.

feel so warm. my parents purposely bring soup and rice for me from KL! omg. so sweet. love you daddy, mummy and ah boy! muaks.

ok lar. need to prepare to work again! omg. i'm so stupid, i shouldn't said i want to work today coz 2moro morning class. and if i start 7pm, sure work till 12am! how? nvm lar! i'll try my best.

after i start working, i feel that my life is not so boring and meaningless, at least, i got something to do, i learn something, and the most important is, i enjoy it!

catherine

Monday...

2009-06-30T14:37:00.002+08:00

elo guys!

i'm back^^ hehe.

last weekend got the chance to meet with the st john gang, feel like, omg.. 2years after only meet.. hmm.. me only lar! they meet each other quite often! sorry, live too far!

happy to meet them! and they said i change alot! hoo hoo. but obviously, my size still haven't change yet! nvm, i'll work harder!

yesterday is my first time watching kinda scary movie! FIRST TIME! yes, scary movie!!! The last house on the left! ISH ISH ISH. luckly is just a fighting kinda scary movie, overall not that scary.. but got few scene seriously frightened me!!!! omg. what a shock! i really really afraid of blood, now i only know. omg!

oh, i'd send an aplication form to apply a cashier job at ikea! ok! i'd hand in already! i'm serious.... haha. no lar, coz most of my friends said that i wont work lar, coz they know that i'm super lazy girl. don't know lar, feel like wasting lots of my time, need to spent it wisely jor.. herm, i feel like i'm so useless.. so, i think i'm going to change my daily routine and my lifestyle lar, can i do it? honestly lar, for me, i dont think i can make it lar!!!!! muahaha. but i'll try to be not so lazy lar!

i want to study.

i want to finish all my assignments and projects.

i want to work.

i want to keep fit.

i want to hang out with friends.

i want money.

i want time.

i want you!

something is better not to know.

catherine.

unknown.

2009-06-28T19:55:00.002+08:00

sorry for abandoned my blog for long time.

i just don't know how to express it in words.

i need time. give me some time ok?

its better to be unknown.

catherine

the week...

2009-06-15T17:03:00.002+08:00

dear readers,

seems that i abandoned my blog already.

nope. just that i lazy and tired to blog.

I AM SUPER TIRED!! haha.

ok, last Thursday. Segi Cultural Night.
hmm... quite enjoy througout this event with all the commitees and members.
oh, i'd rent an old style english costume for the event... too bad, cant get the best costume for the night.. nvm. pictures are available on FACEBOOK! lazy to upload lar! erm, what i can say is that, thanks for all the human being out there who said that i look good with the costume. i'm seriously honestly so happy as some of the people can't recognize me, and lots praise from them! thanks for giving me so much couragement and make me feel abit confidence! muaks.

ok, Friday. Earnie Early Birthday Celebration.
oh ya, we'd book earnie on friday however her birthday is on saturday. as usual, morning got class. after class, when to aaron's church to help him for something... so fun taking care so many childrens!!! after that, rest for a while, meet with bel, Lk and L at one u chocolate. we have out chocolate fondue as earnie like to eat! haha. after that, i blindfolded earnie, bring her to ara damansara, full house! she is so suprise and so scare, ppl around us though that we are kidnapping earn! the day was so fun as some suprise for earn. first is the restaurant, second is her favourite dragon beard, third is my present for her and the last one was the birthday cake! SHE CRIED!!! haha, i'm so happy when she cried! so cruel rite, no lar, because i realise what i did to her, she knows, and she is happy and touch with it! oh!!!! so touch! haha. i really really honestly seriously hope that she love my plan and everything i've done for her! and also, happy birthday.

Saturday. Chili''s with secondary school GANG!
oh you know what, we didn't meet each other for around 4 months! the last time we met was valentine's day! as usual, eat and TALK! talk talk talk... we having our lunch at chili's mid valley! but herm! dakshy was late to the lunch! after that, we when to dakshy's mum's new shop! is at bangsar! after looking around, we start taking pictures... oh! the photography session is the most terrible part wei! haha. no lar... is just, they want the high school musical feel, luckly i m the photographer! no need to jump! no lar.. but i can see, they enjoy so much! muahahaha. love you guys!

Sunday. Visit Shelter Home at Gasing.
ya, we pay a visit to orphange shelter at jalan tinggi, which i've been there before! this event is organize my chinese society club. haha, there is some problem with the transport, so, i'd borrow car from my aunty, and yes, i drove. luckly there is not much ppl joining us, is around 8 of us only! omg... children is hard to control, and the guys is so annoyed with the children.. luckly, i'm ok with the children.. with because the weather is so dam hot, and i have to run here and there.. make me feel so tired! but love playing with them! hope that they also enjoy playing with us lar!

ok. 4 days event. seems so enjoy,... but actually is tiring! wake up early every morning, sleep late at night. I'M SERIOUSLY HONESTLY SO TIRED! but i cant really sleep lar! BUT I SERIOUSLY HONESTLY ENJOY ALL THIS EVENT!! i love all of u who accompany me, play with me, laugh with me! you know who you are! I LOVE YOU!

ok, back to this week. mid term on wednesday and next monday. assignment due next week monday. i have to concentrate on my study again!!!! oh ya, my ptptn loan approve ady! thank god!!!

sorry for not uploading the pictures, too lazy and i've to start revision! all my pictures is on facebook, just go have a look and remember, leave comment ya!

with lots love,
catherine

random.

2009-06-03T08:54:00.003+08:00

haha.

its 8.51am now! and i'm in the class waiting for lecturer!!!

oh... one assignment due tomorrow! and you know what... I HAVEN'T START! yeah... that is why i bring my laptop to college. next class is at 6pm! so is like we have 7 hours in between! owh.

ok. going to 9am now. class gona start soon. and i don't know what to blog seriously!

having a great night yesterday! thanks you guys.

chiaioz....

muaks.

PS: earn say why so short? erm... don't know. i think because few days didn't blog, feel so sorry for my blogger. owh owh owh...

catherine

harlo.

2009-05-28T22:57:00.002+08:00

dear readers,

it has been a long time i didn't update my blog. i think is like after i'm back from penang trip with the gang!

lots lots thing happens in just a week. did i told u all that my timetable is sucks?

Monday- 9-11am (Management)
Tuesday- 6-8pm (Marketing)
Wednesday-9-11am (Management) 6-8pm (Marketing)
Thursday- 6-8pm (Marketing)
Friday-9-11am (Management)

seriously, pissed me off wei! what can i do in between the time??? har? seriously, I DON'T KNOW.

plan to work part time, but i'm so lazy wei! i'll give lots lots excues!!!

ya, new term start.. for this week, i can say i go out everyday! I WASTE LOTS MONEY ADY!! shit. i don't know how. Monday- BBQ plaze, movie night at museum 2... Tuesday- go eat chinese food with aaron and meibel, order 4 dishes.. so full!!!!! and expansive too. but is nice! the chi kong chicken!!!! muaks. Wednesday- lunch at college, Angels and Demonds! omg. i love this movie! kim gary for duno what.. then back to class.. then today! lunch go eat dumplings with xin and ying.. omg.. is also very full!!!!! then class, after class, pasar malam! omg!!!! I'M SO TIRED! duno lar.. sometimes feel so boring, but sometimes fell so tired. BUT SERIOUSLY, I DO ENJOY. THANKS U GUYS!

and again, i'm so tired, i'm gona sleep now! tataz. muaks.

holidays.

2009-05-16T13:57:00.005+08:00

hey readers! back.

1 week passed. i do enjoy this holidays! first few days... sleep, movies, sleep, food, movies!

k-raok on tuesday with darling Mary! she is getting prettier and prettier! hope can hang out with her more often!

thursday! Pulau Ketam aka crab island!

went to crab island with ann and maryam!

maryam, ann & cath

went to port klang by KTM! the journey took 1 hour plus! but we do enjoy this journey because keep talking crab! muahahaha... those others passengers stare at us and went we laugh, they also smile at us! =.="

then we reached port klang, take ferry to crab island. it took 35 mins again! and talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk talk.................

i love the weather there compare with city centre... is so windy although is sunny day!

Catherine

Pulau Ketam.

seriously, there is nothing for u to do in pulau ketam because its just a fish village! but nvm.. we enjoy the weather.. looking at the crabs fighting for mates! haha.

then, its time for lunch, since all of the restaurant over there are chinese restaurant, so just me and ann eating... poor maryam! since just both of us eating, we order a crab and vegetables! we are so full! is so nice coz the island not much people, and we enjoy the food slowly, and continue talking! first time eat so much crab till allergic! opps.

i love crabs, but cant eat lots coz allergic!

eat till so messy! nvm.. not much ppl there! ^.^

after that, walk for a while, take pictures, then off back to port klang!

although nothing much activity, but at least, there is friends around, they talk, confort me, which is all i want. i seriously thanks them for being so forgivable coz i didn't plan much for this trip and i don't know much about this island! and they listen to me, console me.. thanks for listen to all my craps... thanks for everything! love u!

evil me!

this holiday i spent most of the time with my family! love them! coz after i move away from home, seldom talk and spent time with them. love u all!

next week going to penang with the gang. hope everythings will be ok....

catherine

so romantic....

2009-05-08T20:07:00.002+08:00

ohw...

老婆大人 2 ，Just in love 2 is now showing.. i mean its a drama lar...

and just now i watched episode 4! its so romantic... the male character AK propose to her gf, YoYo in Disneyland Hong Kong!!! is so romantic for me!!! all the Disney character dance around them, and the fireworks!!! so nice! i'm so touch when i watch that! and then, i keep on imaginating.. if i'm the female character, will i accept the guy's propose?? owwhhhhh...

holiday begin, this few days staying at home and try not to step out of the house! i'm so tired! sleep sleep sleep movie is all i want to do.. but my mother keep mummbling.. erh... ok.. going to clean my room soon!

sunway 2moro!

watching harry potter and the sorcerer's stone.. ^^

catherine

finally...

2009-05-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

FINALLY....

Everything in this term over!

and i'll get rid of ACCOUTING!!!

its so annoying and i don't know why i can't memorize all the silly entry and statement! though of getting a B... but... the possibility is lesser after the final! and during this term, i kind of changing my perception towards the lecturer... but WTF! damn! she expect we KNOW how to do, she expect we CAN do it! urgh... during the exam, keep on mentioning its very easy... ARGH!! i'm so frustrating after getting the exam paper! PLEASE GOD, DON'T EVER LET ME MEET HER AGAIN! NO WAY! NO CHANCE!!!

and finally, i have 2 and half weeks holidays! its hard for us, the adp to get a nice holiday! the course is too fast too furious!

After exam, when for a movie, too fast too furious. i'm worry that i'll fall asleep in the cinema since i week up at 5am this morning for memorizing! but, OMG! IT'S REALLY TOO FAST AND TOO FURIOUS... my heart beat rapidly, and my eyes rolling around.. oh... is a nice movie lar.. thank god i din fall asleep! hehe^^

currently i start watching singapore drama!!! omg.. hong kong, taiwan, singapore, us drama... all i watch.. somemore some of my friends ask me to watch korean and japanese drama! i no need to study ady lo! no lar... erm, i finished watching a drama name "future is not a dream". its about engineering. what is the difference between scientist and engineer? the difference is that scientist always ask why, but engineer always ask why not?!! haha. besides, one of the main characters was in the dilemma between 2 guys, one guy which both of them in love but got some problem, and another one is the guy love her more than she does. finally, she chose the one who love her more then she does. erm.. what is my choice? i'm still wondering...

lots of things happen these days.. and whats in my mind is just, I DON'T KNOW... i really duno how to tell or maybe i just don't want to think too much.. i really duno how to express myself in term of words. maybe i have communication problem. and sometimes what i said is not really what i mean, coz i'm not good in usage of words. I DON'T KNOW HOW!.. what i can say is sorry. i hope that i wont say things which hurt others, and i try not to talk too much! i need communication skill!

2weeks holiday! what m i going to do??? herm.. so looking forward to meet my darlings!

Ann and catherine.

its so funny today. before enter to the cinema, when to buy drinks. i ask ann want to drink mineral water, she said don't want. then she go buy with me, she order spritzer, and i wonder she said she don't want to drink mineral water and why she order spritzer.. and i started laughing! she want sprite and she order spritzer! the casher and i start laughing... omg!

then when we wana get out from the carpark, we have to insert the ticket to the machine, then only we move on ma rite. she just insert the ticket to the hole and want to start driving, but the blocker still havent rise.. and i look at the machine, i realize she did not insert the ticket into the machine.. and i start laughing!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh.. stomachache!!!

ok. drama till i crazy!!!

holz!!!

catherine

ann is driving!

is my appearance doesn't suit my age? or vice versa?

2009-04-30T21:15:00.003+08:00

Talking in the class with bunch of friends...

then i start a topic by asking them how old are they...

87... 88... 89...

years lar.. all of them just mentioned their birth year... then i calculate...

o... i'm not suprise since almost all my friend also elder then me...

then Kang Shun ask me back, how old am i...

i said 19...

and he replied, CATHERINE, U'RE BORN IN THE YEAR 1990???

and of course... i'm! somemore i'm not 19 yet coz my birthday is on 8 aug...

he is so surprise!!! he doesn't believe that i'm 19 years old!!! i asked him back, do i look that old.. how old u think i'm??

O-M-G!... DO I LOOK LIKE 20 PLUS... ai yo yo...

DO I LOOK THAT OLD?? help..

this is not the first time.. everytime when i went out with others friends... then though that í same age with them!!! ish ish ish. yes, i think i dress myself abit mature lar.. but...

erh.. speechless!!!

ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

see.. so cute... doesn't look very old also rite!! hmm... *vomit*slap my face*

ok.

after class when to 1U with Xin!

purposely go buy purse lar.. mine too old ady...

then shop for awhile, lunch at a restaurant something called hong kong bla bla bla.

forgot dy..

then go buy groceries! i buy lots food coz i'm gona lock myself in the house for another 4 days!!! i think what i bought is enough lar..!!!

backrupt ady!!! help...

ok lar.. gona resume on my studies ady!!!

i failed to get what i want.

catherine and jshee

Xin, Catherine, Haze.

catherine

H-O-T

2009-04-28T23:18:00.003+08:00

hi readers.

i drive to college today!!!

yeah~~~

-.-"

and i reverse parking-.-

hi!

the weather is so damn hot lar!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

just finish bathing... cold water is just like hot wan!

help... earth is getting warmer and warmer!!!

last weekend, attended cousin's wedding... i volunteer myself for keh leh feh photographer... haih.. not safisfy with the picture i took lar... ergh...

oh ya, i set my hair for the dinner.. and i realise, i cant curl my hair!!! after curling my hair in the evening, my hair straghten again at night.. waste my money... cheh.

ya, my assignment due all in monday, and quiz also.

i'm super stressful wei. stomach cramp, headache... suffering lar.
cried somemore.

rush all the assignment by sun night... i just can say, is my luck to get such a groupmate lar.. watever lar.. just dump all the info.. i dun wana think too much ady...
and tats my first time not studying for my quiz.. when i get the question.. is like.. haha.. die... but i simply write something on it, and also earn's help.. can pass lar...

haih.. final next week. oh ya, do u realize that i got my final quite often.. oh.. every 2 months final.. how??? tired lar...

i'm so sleep although i take a nap in the evening.. pig lar...

ok lar. more picture 2moro lar.. lazy.

take care. please leave a comment or hi when u visit ma blog lo...

>.<

catherine

hectic weeks!!!

2009-04-22T23:20:00.003+08:00

finally, assignments due date and finals for this term arrive!!!

the days sitting in front of tones of papers and laptop has arrived!!!

actually 2 of my micro assignment should be hand in next monday, but because this weekend i have to attend wedding dinner, so i have to finish before friday. Besides, there is a quiz on next monday!!! i duno whether i can cope it anot!

the time is really packed lar! after quizes, assignment.. after asignment, quizss.. after quizes, finals... do we really a professional formular 1 driver???

oh ya.

DO I LOOK LIKE A "BANANA"???

Last micro class, i'm sitting in front beside lecturer, then one of my friend came in from the front door.

Catherine: hey, u go photostate the question ar? ai yo, why didn't photostate for me??? (in jk tone)
The gal: Har, i thought you don't know chinese wan!????

then the gal went back to her place. and i'm so blur, do i really look like a banana?

then i ask my friend from the front seat, omg... they said before they're close with me, i really look like a banana!!!!!!!!!!! ai yo....

my darlings ar, i start my education in a chinese primary school, with fulll chinese education!!!

but i feel kind a happy when people say i m banana. coz my english sucks but they said i look like a banana! syok sendiri!!

and is 11.40pm now... my boy friend is at my home and i cant sleep!!!!! help... opps. hope he wont read my blog... erm... still got 1 individual assignment and 1 group assignment haven finish! and i hope that i can complete it on friday! can i? hope so.

though of uploading pictures wan.. but very lazy lar!

oh ya. finished watching singapore drama "the little nyonya".... omg.. i used 3 days to finish it and my eye is very tired coz i cried the whole night. why??? why everytimes 2 ppl in love cant be togather at the end??? why?? ok, its a drama, i know!

ai yah. the movie is really nice to watch la, its about baba and nyonya in malacca and singapore. you'll know lots info about their tradition and its new for me lar.

i'm really very sleepy now! please...

babai.

catherine.

i'm just not that into you. ^^

2009-04-18T19:57:00.007+08:00

back.

last thursday hang out with maryam and ann!! we didn't hang out since centuries ago!!! miss them so much.. by the way, ann is same class with me and we always fight for nothing!!! love to fight with her lar! ^^

after class meet maryam in the lobby area, i go grab some spaghetti since there is a promotion!! haha. then we headed towards cineileisure for movie!!! - he's just not that into you!!!

wow. ann found someone's handphone on the seat when we enter to the cinema!! and she is such a honest and nice gal! she insist to give the phone back to the owner... oh.. if for me, i'll sure take it! oh... such a bitch! :p we sms to the owner and ask them to wait for us after the movie!

here is the synopsis:

Since the age of 5, Gigi (Ginnifer Goodwin) has been told that when men act like jerks, it means they like her.

Years later, Gigi is now struggling to find true love while shifting through men who are simply not interested. After her latest date, Conor (Kevin Connolly), has failed to call her, Gigi visits a bar he said he frequented in order to see him. There, she is approached by Alex (Justin Long), a friend of Conor's who works at the bar. Gigi claims she is waiting for Connor, since she needs to return a dentist's pen to him. However, Alex quickly sees through her lie, claiming Connor's dentist is his father (not the name written on the pen). Gigi admits that Connor is not expecting her, and explains her confusion over his lack of response. Alex tells her that Connor isn't interested, and then takes it upon himself to explain the "signs" to Gigi.

Meanwhile, Connor, having just left his date with Gigi, calls his girlfriend Anna (Scarlett Johansson). Anna is shopping in the supermarket and runs into Ben (Bradley Cooper). He tells her to go before him in line, citing an indecision about gum as the reason. Anna tells Connor she has to go, and, as she is checking out, is awarded a cooler as a 1000th visitor gift. The two exchange numbers outside when Ben says he knows someone who can help Anna with her singing career. After a few moments of hesitation, Ben admits that he is married. The two part, and Ben walks over to a car and gets in. Neil (Ben Affleck) then asks Ben what that was about.

When Neil returns home, he is greeted by his girlfriend of seven years, Beth (Jennifer Aniston). She announces that her younger sister is getting married. Neil, who is in the kitchen making tea, tells Beth that he doesn't believe in marriage. Beth, who desperately wants to get married to Neil, doesn't understand why he dislikes the idea so much.

Ben meets his wife Janine (Jennifer Connelly) back at their new townhouse, currently being renovated.

Gigi, excited about the tips Alex gave her, eagerly shares them with her coworkers, Janine and Beth. Gigi explains that if he's interested, he'll make the first move, and if he's not, he won't. When she claims that there are exceptions, but that the majority are not, she unintentionally implies that Neil will never marry Beth, since they have been together for 7 years and they haven't married yet.

Beth confronts Neil when she goes home, saying she can't deal with it anymore. When Neil continues to refuse to get married, the two break up.

Alex aka justine long is so cute and handsome!!!!!!!!

actually, the begining of the movie is kinda confuse for me, coz maybe i lost my concentration for a while and there is like so many character... i cant follow! but i know all the love theory lar... hmm...

after movie, went to vivo for out lunch! oh by the way, thanks ann for the ice-cream!!!

since long time din't have a pleasant talk, we take a long time to chat about out love story since kinda emo due to the movie we'd watched! haha. but after chating, i'm so emo wei! haih...

plan to blog for a long entry, but now the frame of mind is not there... and oh, i have to finish my 2 assignment and prepare for my coming quiz, but i'm addicted to a singapore drama which was introduce by my roommate! and yesterday, i plan to start my individual assignment, but u know what, i'd just write the title of my assignment and the sub-title for the whole day! and i'd watch 12 episode of the drama "the little nyonya". my cost of production is my assignment!!! oh.. what is cost of production? google it! omg!!

and today, which is saturday, i watch till episode 16 and i forbid myself for watching it! and yes, i stop watching it! and i start my assignment around 4pm! wtf... and i manage to write 1 page! *clap hand* opps. 1 page of theory only. the main part discussion still z-e-r-o! *slap my face*... sorry, the weather is so damn hot! is like fire burning beside me! and i'm so sleepy.. nvm, i start watching other drama but not the little nyonya! i try not to think anything! and now, i'm blogging!

ok, here is the picture of the week!

is me.

she, maryam!

ann, the insane! haha.

ann and catherine.

sushi plate, its only half.

my fav unagi.

ah mun and catherine.

catherine, mun, jshee...

that's all for the week.

try to finish my assignment and prepare my quiz 2moro! hope so.

"if you hold back feelings because your afraid of getting hurt,

you're going to get hurt anyways."

catherine

life without msn!!!!!!

2009-04-15T21:26:00.003+08:00

argh!!!

I CAN'T SIGN IN FOR MY MSN!!!

is so annoying wei! almost 4 days i cant sign in already...

anyone know what's happening??? i still can sign in for my mail!!!

help....

i have so many question to ask while i'm doing my assignment!!! but i cant ask becoz msn is not functioning!! shit...xD

yesterday went to ikano sushi king with housemate!!! the queue is so long! luckly my friend's boyfriend queue up for us, and we go walk aroung.. hehe^^ see, got boyfriend so good!!!
i want a boyfriend!!!

i think we wait around 45 mins... and finally... omg! we have a nice place facing the open kitchen wei!!! we can see what are they preparing!!! and when they put dishes on the belt, we straigh away grab what we want!!! keep taking the purple plate!! and my other friends like didnt eat prawn before, take almost 5 plate of fried prawn!!! and my fav unagi!!! eat till my stomach burst... but is just like 8 plate... before this i plan to put down weight for 2 weeks, coz i have to attend my cousin's wedding.. but now, i don't think i can lo!!!!!!!! help... i wan a slim body...

haih...

my broadband going to expired soon!!! and i don't know whether to continue or change to other brand??? anyone???

the line is getting weaker and weaker....

and i'm getting lazy-ier and lazy-ier....

how???

2moro gona watch movie with ANN and MARYAM!!! yeah... miss them so much!!!

babai...

catherine...

elo, baby...

2009-04-13T21:39:00.002+08:00

elo dearest...

hihi.

hehe^^

last sunday went to KLCC PC fair!!! and guess what i'd bought???

HARD DISK.!!!

i plan to buy a hard disk for sooooooo long!!! and till that day, i'm still thinking whether or not to buy... and finally.... i bought around RM400!!! printer ink, mouse, usb port.... haih....

and now, i have to be more thrifty!!! i have to save more money.. if not... my bank account will be negative amount!!!help!!!

sushi king promotion this week onwards!!! monday till thursday!!! who got sushi king card!!! anyone can borrow me!!! aihaiz... just now say want to save money, now still want to spend..

assignments due two weeks later.. and i haven start preparing!! what are you doing catherine!!! start your work now!!!!!! stop dreaming!!!!!!!

i got my new hard disk, and ask more movie!!! dramas!!!!!!!! oh... *faint*

babai...

catherine

i hate myself for being..... if....

2009-04-09T21:15:00.003+08:00

i hate myself for being so kind-hearted....
if i could be "hard-hearted"... i won't hurt myself that bad...

i hate myself for being so sentimental...
if i could be not that sentimental, my emotion won't fluctuate so much and feeling so grieved...

i hate myself for being so caring...
if i could don't care others people feeling.... i won't make myself so distressed...

i try to keep some distance... so that i won't hurt myself that much....

catherine.

I M DEAD..

2009-04-08T21:03:00.002+08:00

omg....

study for whole day already!!!!!

i still haven finish studying... just 4 chapter for accounts!!!!!!!!

H-E-L-P..........

why there is accounts in this world???????????

i hate accounts!!!!!!

i'm so dead lar...

why i study a lot and get a so so result, while others just study a while but get a good result????

catherine....

cant concentrate lar!!!!!

2009-04-04T21:49:00.002+08:00

ai yo yo....

i didn't go back kl this week end, having mid-term exam on monday!!! but i can't concentrate to study at all lar!!!!!!! help....

watching dramas.... listen to song... dreaming.... thats all i do for the whole saturday!!!!!

don't know why so sudden, i want to post lyrics here.. hehe...

爱在记忆中找你 - 林峰

如果可以恨你全力痛恨你
连遇上亦要躲避
无非想放下你还是挂念你
谁又会及我伤悲
前事最怕有人提起就算怎么伸尽手臂
我们亦有一些距离

我情愿我狠心憎你我还在记忆中找你

如果时间来到-林峯

太想走近竟使我放慢脚步
人越近伤心更早....

不讲一声的爱是最好 Ah
请记住时间如果来到
就要止步求别做笑话失足跌倒

值得流泪-林峯

痛到何程度值得真流泪
爱到何程度值得一再追
地老再等天荒多么教人憔悴
誓言若似太难记住别记取

从不喜欢孤单一个

从不喜欢孤单一个
可惜偏偏孤独一个
我不懂得跟我独自对坐
原来没有你做人相当痛楚

爱不疚- 林峰

放手放开所有彼此更自由
放手其实我绝非爱得不够
放手豁出所有还有这个好友
已经已经足够

我的回忆不是我的- 海鸣威&泳儿

伤心的总会任性灰心的总会用气力
将最好的过去将最多的细碎锁到属於你的眼睛

回忆不再受制於我我承认
回忆也许你的

别再为他流泪 - 梁静茹

就别再为他流泪
别再让他操控你的伤悲
就算有一点愚昧一点点后悔
也不要太狼狈
他不值得你的泪
把那遗憾留在大雨的街
你曾在迷失的旅途中盲目追
以后为自己醉

天灯 - 梁静茹

暗恋的明灯一路上如烟火随身
宁愿那想象的情人永远保温
美梦别成真让我梦到忘记疑问
寂寞就想想那盏天灯那指纹

如水-卫兰

难过亦过难道我
嫌损失未够多
早放手可减轻痛楚
不等泡沫给吹破
不想去知谁填补我

擦肩而过- 李圣杰

他不会是个好男人
也不会是个好情人
你对我说我们只是擦肩而过
好的男人有那么多
少了他的日子也能过

祝君好——张智霖

宁愿没拥抱
共你可到老
任由你来去自如在我心底仍爱慕
如若碰到
他比我好
只望停在远处祝君安好
虽不可亲口细诉

爱多错多-罗嘉良&赵学而

一些感觉多么的恐惧通通体验过
爱没有罪却是最傻为何非伤过不可
一些挣扎多么的心痛也经历过
爱是这样最受折磨
但我从不反悔即使错都深爱过

NO MATTER

Doesn't Matter who you are with
Doesn't matter where you are going
Don't you know I'm still waiting here for you
And Pray for you

In the sunny days, Suns will light your day
In the windy days, Wind will lead your way
I have to say, you're my treasure moments
Never gonna walk away

In the rainy days, rains will share my tears
In the stormy days, storms will steal my pain
Just go your way and leave things all behind
Spread your wings and fly away

I'm pretending you are mine
I'm wishing you'll be fine
The moments we share never die
You've make a difference to my life
And let me realized
the feeling of love deep inside

P.S. I'm still not over you- Rihanna

Don't you know I've tried and I've tried
To get you out my mind
But it don't get no better
As each day goes by
And I'm lost and confused
I've got nothin to lose
Hope to hear from you soon
P.S. I'm still not over you

A Million Miles Away- Rihanna

It feels like you're a million miles away
as you're lying here with me tonight
I can't even find the words to say
I can find a way to make it right
And we both know that the story's ending
We play the part but we're just pretending
and I can't hide the tears
'cause even though you're here
It feels like you're a million miles away

haha....

its all.. although it's just lyrics....

but..

it represents a lot...

catherine

如果时间来到...

2009-04-02T14:49:00.009+08:00

raymond lam got new song ady!!!!

如果时间来到 (if time comes)...

hmm... this song is quite nice lar... ^^

enjoy ya!

you can download the cd version here!!! is nice.. must download ya... enjoy!!!

林峯 - 如果時間來到 (Full version).mp3
http://www.sendspace.com/file/c4econ

some other Raymond 林峯 new song!!!!!! here is the download links!

Raymond林峯 - 值得流淚 (09新包青天主題曲)
http://www.sendspace.com/file/holsqc

林峰&關心妍 - 從不喜歡孤單一個.mp3
http://www.sendspace.com/file/9kh7b8

this is old song lar.. but sing by raymond is so different!!! faster download ar!!

please give some comment ar!!!

thanks...

catherine

朋友......

2009-03-31T20:11:00.002+08:00

我突然很想写华语。。。

今天，心情有点伤感，突然想起 “朋友”这个对我来讲很重要的人。。。

以前我做工的时候，我的同事告诉我，当我出来社会的时候，我会很难遇到可以拿心出来做朋友的人。。。我想，不会吧，有那么难吗???

哈哈，现在，我了解了。。。 真的很难。以前我很傻，总是把朋友放在的一位，甚至重要过家人。我曾经付出了很多在一段友情，可是只能维持3年，而且还是单方面的付出，因为我想，不要计较，不要因为要得到某些东西而付出，可是呢？我真的真的很伤，我努力了那么多，最后呢？只是一厢情愿而已，真的什么都没有了！曾经有人叫我放弃那段友情，我不要，因为我相信，那就是我找到的知己。当我回想起，我真的很伤心！

自从那以后，我开始把家人放在第一位，朋友呢？哈哈。可是现在，在家靠家人，出外靠朋友。现在，我还是很渴望找到一个知心的朋友！我们可以一起谈天，做什么事都一起，有人陪，有人倾诉，有人关心。。。真的把心交出来。当我们俩不出声的时候，都不会感到尴尬。。。这是我想要了好久的朋友！可是，真的很难。。。

现在的朋友呢？当交功课或要考试的时候，我的电话会不停的响，忙个不停。平时呢？一条友谊短讯都没收到。当有问题的时候，一定会找我，我呢？一定会帮，帮到底。要答案，给。。。拿吧。。（难道真的要我把电话关掉吗？？）有时候，就突然对我发脾气，一有事，就突然东求西求。。。放学了，出去吃，说说废话，有时候静静的，然后回家。。。那是什么？？？我输在太心软，朋友们也知道我一定会答应他们，不知道为什么，他们一定会弄到我答应他们的事。。。在这情况，朋友只是个伴，只是不会让你感到孤单而已。。。不好听的是，互相利用！！我想，你要利用我，可以，可是，不要用了就走可以吗？？

今天有一件事真的弄到我很生气！！！为什么人会那么狠心？咳。。。

我寻找了好久，也好累。难道，在我人生中，真的不会遇到真正可以把心交出来的好朋友吗？？？ 我还要等多久？现在的社会真的越来越现实，我还没踏入社会，都已经这样，如果我真的在现实社会中呢？？？我真的想像不到那互相利用的时候！！！

我不想变，我觉得这种“重感情”很好，可是，我的心也一次，一次，一刀，一刀，的插在心里。。。 那种感觉真的很痛！叫我不要太心软，我不想的，我不舍得不帮，我会觉得很没良心。。。可是为什么你们这么没良心的对我？？？我有时真的很想在要交功课的时候把电话关掉，不让你们联络到我，狠心一点，不帮你们，可是，我真的做不到！！！当我需要帮助的时候呢？？？有人在吗？？？

那种伤是绝对用文字形容不到的！！！

我们的友情能永恒吗？还是有限期？？？

*如果有任何错误，请多多原谅，本小姐华文不是很好！
*以上说些的都是个人意见，决不是针对某人。。。

"你们说够了没啊，妳知道妳男朋友为什么那么紧张吗？妳知道他为什么那么急要你搬出去吗？妳知道他为什么那么害怕我们两个住在一起吗？因为连宋允浩都看得出来我已经爱上你了！"-卢卡斯 （败犬女王）

“你能不喜欢我，可是你不能阻止我喜欢你啊！！！”-XXX

catherine.

the pieces of my heart were missing....

2009-03-30T23:37:00.002+08:00

argh!!!!!! heavy rain just now, and i close the window lo, then when the rain stopped, i open the window, and i said, rain awhile also can wan.... my finger pinched by the window!!!!!!!! is so painful........ i can't even scream it out, just stay there, stare at my finger.... omg... is now, actually nth already, but still, pain lar... now typing also cacat ady... haih...

hi, back, just finished my accounts assignment 1... and since not sleepy yet, then blog for a while lar...

i heard that, 1 of my friend get back togather with her bf again.... hmm... then i realise, time really can cure anything, and also forget everything.... when the thing you wish to is unreachable, you will definitely give up... and time is used to forget about it... hmm...

ai yah... i also duno lar...

my days now is kinda boring... class, lunch, home, laptop, online, dinner, homework, sleep then again... omg.... study study and study!!!!!!! haiz...

i don't know why suddenly so emo now....

sleepy lar...

ok lar, nite nite,...

my finger is so pain!!!!!!

my edited picture. i like to edit picture now!!!!!!

catherine

the day with girls...

2009-03-26T18:01:00.013+08:00

hey guys and girls...

back again...

today there is a 10% quiz of the accounting principles 2!!! is difficult.. i really don't know how is my days for accounts!!!!!!! help...

hi, long time didn't see me rite? miss me ar???

ok now, i'm going to introduce our member significant sign!!!! mr/ ms onion head... this name is created by earny!!!!!

erm, firstly only ye earn and L got the onion head, then duno why suddenly bel also got, so i also wan lo, i find so many places and can't find it coz it's kinda out-dated ady wan... then one day ye earn bought for me! i'm so happy.. ^^

me & ye ear - white colour

mei bel- orange

L & LK- pink

aaron - green

and v try to search one for nicole!!!!! yeah.... so nice rite??? haha... earny said got blue colour, but too bad, cant find!

here are some of the picture, haven finish capture all the others wan.. i'll try to take and post later ya...

Catherine's Ms white onion head!! Thanks Ye Earn!!!

Catherine's & Ye Earn's onion head! It's so cute!

Catherine VS Ms. Onion Head.

The colour of my phone and Ms onion head is so match!!!

Ye Earn's Ms white onion head with the phone...

Bel's Ms orange onion head with her phone...

The Onion Headssss......

ok, continue with my entry... hehe.

ok, today after class, went to 1U with earn then meet nicole and bel...

Nicole, Mei Bel, Ye Earn, Catherine infront of GSC...

And we're watching The Confession of Shopaholic!!!

Rebecca Bloomwood by Isla Fisher

the guy on the right hand side is so handsome!!! Luke Brandon by Hugh Dancy!

the movie is nice... i enjoy it throughout the movie! but the movie influence me lar!!! now i really really want to go shopping!!!!!!!!!!!!! haih...

Catherine Tan wish that she has a credit card with no limit, so that she can shop for whatever she wish to without considerate it and doesn't need to pay back! yeah....

After movie, camwhore!!!!!!!

Bel and Catherine, Nicole hide behind..

Try to take for all of us, i cant denial, i'm a good camwhore gal!!! hehe...

move our destination, toilet!!!

i though that i'm the only gal in the group who like to take photo! you're wrong, the person who is the queen of camwhore is Nicole Lim!!!!!!!!! omg.. she can take whatever thing in anywhere... omg.. while we eating.. she keep on snaping picture here and there... omg!!! sweat!!!

we headed to lammeeya, which just sell lam mee! is kinda nice... and we enjoy it too!!!! erm, there are lots picture with nicole, she snap each and every dish we ordered, but too bad, not everyone can excess to her blog... hehe... so here are some of the photo!

the photo can show how crazy Nicole is... taking picture all the time!!!!! oh....

Bel and Nicole, nice background rite?

Catherine and Earn.

after finish eating, all of us keep on camwhore... and there is no other customer in the shop, those workers smile and keep looking at us while we are take pictures!!!!!! OMG... =.="

Catherine and Bel.

Try to fit 4 of us in, and i made it! haih.. really a pro camwhoregrapher.... its so waste for me not to take photography course... sweat!!!!! ss....

Something had happened.... and captured by Nicole..... ^^

Again, its really hard to take picture of 4 ppl which sit in a row... and i made it again...

haha.......

F.R.I.E.N.D.S

Heartz you guys!

hope we can hang out more often...

Love you.

catherine

meaningful...

2009-03-26T16:51:00.005+08:00

hey, back today!

yesterday i blog some of my latest condition, and now, i try upload picture as much as i can ok?

below, is some meaningful says, i received this from Grace.. it really touch my heart... so enjoy it, i try to search for the english one, so that bananas are able to read that! ^^

It's very sad when you love a person but that person does not love you, but even worse is that you love a person, but you do not have the courage to tell him, forever.

In our life, the most miserable thing is that you have encountered a very important person, but when you realise that, everything is too late, time cannot rewind, so just let it go...

We lose something only we come to know that we've once owned it.

We need one minutes to meet a person, likes a person for an hour , fall in love with a person in a day, but it takes our life time to forget a person....

The most happy people have everything but is not always the best, however, they have the full enjoyment of their own things.

Love start with a smile, growth with the kiss, and end with Tears. When you were born, you cried, people around you smile; At the end of life, you smile, and people around you cried.

erm, i'll post some other picture again in the next post... be patience ya....

catherine

in short...

2009-03-25T23:40:00.003+08:00

hi readers,

11.41pm now, i just finished studying accounting-fixed assets and intangible assets for tomorrow quizs... CATHERINE IS STUDYING!... all my roommates is so suprise... sorry, i always do my revision wan lo!!!

hmm.. this week is kinda fun week for me, mon and tues keep going out at night yam cha with friends, and i meet new friends too! but too crazy and tired... and my pocket also bleeding!!!!

oh ya, forgot to mention about the my college carnival held last week.. is so fun! thats my first time with chinese society member after i joined them! i really really enjoy the day although there are not much people there!!! haha... i took lots picture, but i really lazy to post it up here.. since all my darlings got my facebook, go check for my photo over there lar!

actually i really got lots lots picture want to post up, but i really don't have time! hehe... excuses again...

just finished my moral studies final exam this morning... i started my study last night around 11pm! fyi, i haven even touch the book or listen to the lecturer ever!!!! i'm so steady and calm... even enjoyed with my friend in the park after dinner! oh... then i woke up at 6am, but 7am only start study! haha.. but the question is ok for me, the essay part, is like english, and i choose the internet and the abortion title, lucky thing is that i did a research on the abortion before, so i can write very long!!!! haha... please, let me get a nice grade and don't ruin my cgpa!!!

tomorrow i'm going out with nicole! wondering why m i so happy going out with her? haha... she is a very-hard-to-invite guest!!! and the time we spend is getting lesser and lesser since we are not in the same class!!! and 2moro, we are going to watch "confessions of shopaholic"!!!!!! hope the outing follow what we had plan lar! and also, hope all of us will enjoy the day tooo,....

kinda tired now, but just don't want to sleep so early! lots thing in my mind, but....

ok lar.. tats all. i try to upload photo after 2moro... is i free lar.. and i really hope who ever visit ma blog, leave messege lar!!!!!!!!!

thanks,

love,

catherine

i know...

2009-03-20T16:42:00.004+08:00

life - ups and downs.....

my life? same...

haih... really too lazy to blog lar! hehehehehe....

i try to enjoy and have fun each and every moment of my life...

yes, i did, but its just for that moment...

ya, i know, its impossible for life without challenges and discouragement...

but, luckly, there is still friends...

i know, there is for sure that one day, we will separate from each other, but its just earlier or later... so i'm prepared, and i know the consequences.... life still have to go on...

i don't dare to think more, as i'm the one who can think lots think which is not related...

we can predict our future, but we can't see our future...

i really don't have the guts and the brave to get what i want for my future, its really heartbreaking... cry? haha... cannot... it's my own fault.

yes, i know, i'm really tough, i doesn't need help from others as other girls need it... i can work it out alone... yes, i'm strong, i'll instruct others... when i fall, or hurts, i pretend like nothing... i'm a "gentlegirl" when i'm with my girlfriends... so what?

i'm still a girl. i can't camouflage myself to become the opposite side of myself rite? how tough i'm, i still need a shoulder to cry with, talk to... how tough i'm, i still need someone who cares about me, my feeling... i'm still a normal girl.

how?

try to change myself or just be myself?

me & bel at nicole's house warming. lok lok-ing...

aaron's house, aaron's bed, with ye earn, lk, aaron, meibel (cameragal)...

P.S.: How tough í'm, i'm still a girl.

catherine

the days & these days.

2009-03-13T19:00:00.017+08:00

Hey reader!

I’m back… Finally!

There’re lots of things happened these days, but I didn’t blog much about it one of the reason is because I’m lazy, and I’m busy. Just finished final, assignments, presentations…

Second, I’m back from Genting after my finals…

Third, I’d got my IELTS result, and the result is out of my expectation PLUS estimation!!!

Forth, I’m going to start my new term next week MONDAY!!! Is it a bit rush??? Omg, we need a break, not 2days, but at least 2 weeks please!!!

I’ve got lots lots lots things to blog! But due to my limited sleep yesterday, and I keep on yawning when I upload the photo, so I blog some first, with photo, then I’ll continue my blog the next day ok?

Nicole’s Housing Warming.

Yeah, we’re invited to Nicole’s house warming on the 7th of March! We = Me, Ye Earn, MeiBel and LK. Actually she’d moved to the new house last year December! Her house is so big and the decoration is so nice! I like her toilet very much, with Jacuzzi and sauna + steamer + shower with radio kinda thing!!! So relaxing wei!

Her family invited so many people. Besides catering, they’d also called for a Van of steamboat! Is kind of special where you can eat what u wish! Haha… 4 of us keep on grapping the food and eat till we’re satiated.

Oh ya, forgot to mention that we bought a present for Nicole, is as accessory box! After we had our dinner, we all asked her to unwrap the present because we want to see her surprise look! Haha… She gave us a very surprise look, but plus some weird look too!!! Hope you like it Nicole! Thanks for your invitation yeah! Take care. Love you!

Camwhore in her room!

Pressie!

Nicole, Earn, Catherine, Bel, LK.

Friends.

IELTS

Yeah, I got my result on 13th March! Right after we came back from Genting, L fetch us to Subang Jaya to get our result.

I pray so hard, and I just wish to get Band 5, as I mentioned before, I need a Band 5 in order for me to take UIU subject (University of Upper Iowa). Along the way, Meibel called us and she said she got Band 7! Congratulation Bel!!! She deserved it! Then I think, shit, can I get Band 5???

Oh… I showed my IC, she passed me a certificate, I have a look, I rubbed my eyes, then I thought, what? 0.5? I strengthen my eyesight, Oh-My-God, its Band 6.5! Seriously, I can’t believe it! Is out of my estimation, expectation, imagination and what-ever-tion… LK volunteers herself to slap my face but I slapped myself! Ok, I must think like this, Catherine, you’ve tried your best, you’ve done what you should do, and you deserved it! Yes, finally I don’t need to think about this matter anymore. FYI, I’ve register MUET 2009 year end exam, and now, I don’t need to sit for the exam! Thank God!

edited.

FYI, my english standard is not that good, so i'm so grateful that i can get Band 6.5 although Band 6.5 is nothing! Excuse me.

Genting Trip on 12-13/3

Hey, continue my entry!

I’d organized the Genting Trip quite long ago, because we haven’t gone for any trip yet! So we plan to go right after our finals! FYI, you can’t plan anything with them!!! It’s really torturing and frustrated!!! If you ask them any question, they’ll say “anything”, “whatever”, “depends on you”… then when you already decide, they’ll give comment and ruin your plan! Oh… it’s really suffering! Never mind, continue our story. Out of the blue, Meibel can’t make it due to some reason. Bel, you must be there for the next trip ya!

Let’s go!

Aaron, Catherine, LK, L, Ye Earn. 5 of us in the Trip!

Earn went to my house early 7 in the morning, then waiting for our buddy and the driver of the day, Kean Yong slash L to fetch us! After fetching us, LK and Aaron, our journey starts! Reach Gotong Jaya for breakfast, as Aaron said there is a nice “Wan Tan Mee”… When I steps my leg out of the car, I can feel the chilly and freeze air!!! I’m in love with the weather over there because you hardly can have such weather in the middle of the city centre!

Can you feel how breezy it is?

The girls behind.

After breakfast. I think L is still sleepy! haha.

After breakfast, went to L’s apartment to have a look because we still haven’t plan where to stay! Is it that strenuous to make decision??? Oh~ Then we headed towards to Genting!

Do i look like a lion? oh.

the entrance of genting!

Their first ride is the corkscrew. I’m such a coward! I still don’t have the guts to ride corkscrew! Hehe. Then, Go-Kart. Since all of us know how to drive, they actually reluctant to go for it, but since I want to ride so desperately, they accompanied my, without endurance because the queue is quite long! Never mind… Then L and Earn went for the space-shot. Where is Aaron? Haha, he insists that he ride before, not that excited, so he don’t want to ride! Oh. Me? Haha, I worry that I can’t tolerate, so better don’t! While waiting for them, I camwhore myself!

the only 2 guys! L & Aaron. Best actor wei.

What are they trying to do? Hug? oh NO!

They really have the guts! Only Earn & L go for the Space-Shot!

Nice weather, nice scenery!

Earn & i.

Then we went to the Dinosaur-land! Oh.

After hugging each other, try to fight again?

The most natural picture! Really, we are not posing! i also don't know what are we doing!

L saw a big rock, and he climb up! It’s so dangerous! Then we take some picture of his backside! Oh… nice ?

Acting again! posing... yeah..

Cool. Guess who am I?

Huh? You don't know? L lar!

Outside of the Not-scary-at-all-ghost house.

Then we go for the Pirate Ship. Half way of the rite, the rain starts to fall! Oh.

Pirate Ship.

It’s around 3pm now, so we have our lunch at Kenny Roger! After that, there is Elianto sale, shop for awhile. LK bought till RM80 above, so she get a free make-over and a portrait for free!

Motion Master.

In the mary-go-round.

Us.

Camwhore while waiting the guys to change!

Fighting for towel?omg???

Its so cold in the evening!

me with L! he said he wana be my sister rather than i be his brother! omg.

Is night, we back to Gotong Jaya, because we decided to stay at L’s apartment! Have Bah-gut-teh for dinner! Then back to apartment! After shower, again, when to mamak! Oh, after dinner still can go mamak! Oh, have a hot coffee, roti kosong… hehe. We walk to the mamak! It is so tiring because I wore my high heels for one whole day, and my leg is so painful!!! After mamak, time for gamble! Haha. Aaron, the banker, keeps on losing money to me, L and earn, but at the end, he won lots! Oh. I think I lost about RM20! Owh. Then, Mah Jong time! Haha. Me and Earn not so familiar with the Mah Jong, so our Si Fu, L helps us! He is so fast and accurate wei! Really our master! Till around 3am, we asked L to sleep because he didn’t sleep well yesterday night and he have to drive us back 2moro! We keep on nagging him to sleep but he don’t want! Oh, like a small boy! Aaron plan that when L sleep, we all go for Lok Lok again, but hahahahah… he falls asleep also! They slept around 3.30am, and me? 4.30am!!! Oh ya, all of us sleep in the living roon with mattress! actually we got 2 rooms, enought for us to sleep, but we all scare, so... hehe.

I woke up around 9.30 mornings! Yesterday night they said want to wake up 9.30am, but since nobody wake up, let they all sleep for a while. I, nothing to do, walk here walk there, doing nothing, then sleep again. Its 11am already and no one wake up! So I woke up Earn, then slowly Aaron, L, and LK wake up… Have a quick wash; pack our things, GO BACK!

Went to Station to have our lunch, then send Aaron back to 1u. Then L fetch us to go Subang for our Ielts result, as i mentioned above!

I enjoy this trip very much! thanks you guys, especially L who let us stay at his apartment, and fetch us throughout the trip! Earn said I'm so mushy! NVM, and i hope that you all like it too! Love you guys!

Love you guys! Take care!

Looking foward for the next trip. Aaron said trip to Australia! OMG... our Sunway, Redang trip also haven't plan yet, so fast plan for Aus? crazy ar?

ai yah, i really cut short for this entry, kinda lazy to write very details!

take care.

Although I'm very tough, but I'm still a girl.

Catherine

i'd survived.

2009-03-01T13:54:00.002+08:00

hey yo!

I'd finished ielts test finally.

Count down 13days! for my result. i just need a band 5! please?

is so relieved! í can feel, is like i'm letting go a huge stone!

i really want to thanks god! i'm so calm throughout the exam as compare to my other exam!
and also, thanks for my parents who support me! love ya!

oh, 1 day before exam, stay over at bel's house! thanks for her mother for providing us such a wonderful night and the meals given! thanks bel and her mother!

the question is ok for me, just that how i answer it only. but the reading part is so complicated wei! i don't have enough time to finish it! listening part is very challenging! but i like it! it's so much better than muet although we can only listen for ONCE! the writing part, at least i write la.. hehe.

hmm.. after these, presentations, assignments and finals coming up.

Tues-moral group presentation.

Friday-macroeconomics individual presentation.
- Macro individual due date.
- Macro group assignment due date.

good luck ya!

A million miles away.

catherine

Back.

2009-02-26T17:44:00.003+08:00

hello.

my life was so hectic for the whole week. (not exactly... that busy.)

i enjoyed it though....

quiz on tuesday postpone to thursday, which is today. 8/10 -.-

moral presentation on wednesday postpone to next tues, due to technical problem...

i got back my accounting mid-term, yes, i tried my best already!

finished my IELTS speaking test today, i got what i wished, but, too bad, i didn't try my best i guess... i'm so disappointed with myself, i strived so hard, i just need to pass, but why?

now, i've to prepare for coming IELTS reading, writing and listening...

how can i study english? no where....

watched Role Model today after speaking test..

as what i get from the movie, i really hope that, i can live with what i wish to...

no schedule, no dateline, do what ever i want!!!

please???

i talk the talk, but don't really walk the walk.....

catherine

my day with tvb's artiste....

2009-02-22T11:49:00.046+08:00

For someone who love to watch TVB's drama and also Astro Wah Lai Toi, they sure know that there is a astro drama award ceremony on the 21st February 2009 at Genting!!!

For your information, there is around 13 TVB's artiste coming to Malaysia!!! Joe Ma, Louise Lee, Myolie Wu, Bosco Wong, Raymond Lam, Linda Chung, Sussana Kwan, Jessica Hsuan, Ron Ng, Moses Chan, Shirley Yeung , Tavia Yeung & Benz Hui.

Too bad, Charmaine can't attend due to some some filming obligations! NVM, i still love you charmaine!!! i can't go for the ceremony, because its too far, and i prefer watching live show and home, able to see clearer! haha.

those artiste reach KLIA on 21st afternoon, and i take this chance to see them at KLIA! FYI, KLIA is not as far as u think, i took a bus from KL Sentral and it took me around 1 hour! Ok wat!

While waiting, my friends and i keep on guessing who will be the first one who come out, haha, first out who come out is a singer, kay... i can't see her clearly because we scare that we missed Tavia! when we saw them, all of us, and also other fans, shout and scream and ran towards them! HOWEVER, i really hate those SECURITY!!! WHY WHY WHY! "sik jiu"... they block us from those artiste, even if the artiste themself want to take picture with us, but being push by stupid "sik jiu"!!! COOL DOWN... here is their pictures...

Tavia Yeung is so nice! we shouted her name and she walked towards us!!! she is so BEAUTIFUL!!! and the leader passed the bear to her, and she keep on say thank you... My friends want to take picture with her, and she took picture with us! but the picture is not with me! comclusion, she is a nice artiste... I LOVE YOU TAVIA!

Tavia Yeung

Sussana Kwan & Louise Lee!

Ron Ng.

Benz Hui, Ron Ng, Sussana Kwan, Louise Lee.

Bosco Wong & Myolie Wu, both of them are so lovely! opps.

Shirley Yeung! she is cute!

Tavia & Ron.

Bosco Wong.

Myolie Wu.

Bosco & Raymond Lam.

Raymond is so busy with his phone! He went in the bus and didn't show himself to us! urgh... Kinda xx.... opps.

Raymond. see?

Ron. looking for food!

Ron say hi to us!

Kinda difficult to take his picture because he sit behind and block by idiot security! and he knew that i can't take his picture, so he try to show his face through the gap! He is so cute! I LOVE YOU RON!

Ron is cool!

He saw me! He smile at me!

Shirley, Tavia and Joe busy eating! haha.

Myolie.

Moses and Tavia wondering what happen in front!

again, I LOVE MOSES! he is very nice also! when he went into the bus, he also busy sms... with who? Bernicx??? opps. then after that, when i want to take his picture, he look at my camera! oh my god... he is so cute!!! arhhhhh/....

Actually i took lots of picture, but i choose nice one to post up here, and i think i combine both arrival and departure wan...

i went to send them back to Hong Kong also...

i though i got chance to take picture with them, but, the luck is not with me!

BUT, i still manage to take picture with MOSES & SUSSANA KWAN!!!

Those artiste is so tricky lar,... only moses, sussana and benz hui with their management go check in, others just wait and rush to the departure side! so cant really take their picture!!! hate security. and i saw 1 of the security ask raymond for signature! how can! you are on duty! idiot! not fare!

Sussana Kwan reached KLIA.

MOSES! he himself walk towards the fans and he allow us to take picture with him!

LOVE YOU!

He is so gentlemen! haha.

he talk so soft!

Me & Moses. i'm so pale and ugly.

i'm so ugly! sorry lar, did make up coz wake up early in the morning, and i'm not feeling well that day.. so like... haih...

Moses look at me... opps.

Sussana Kwan is leaving.

And i able to take picture with her! yeah... pose!

Tvb management Ms Virginia Lok! she is also very pretty!

He look at me again! Oh, faint!

Ron is so rush, can't take picture with him!

Cool.

Joe, Tavia, Myolie!

Tavia! see, before she went in, she still wana say goodbye and chat with us, but those security again! huh.

Bye Tavia! i'll miss u!

See! she still can sign for her fans! such a nice artiste!

Linda Chung. Kinda hard to see her!

She came to Malaysia 1 day earlier!

She is worried about her luggage!

Jessica! sorry lar, i got this picture only!

Shirley!

Finally, Raymond! it is very hard to get capture him lar!

Bye raymond!

Bye Bosco!

the day with TVB's artiste is very enjoyable and tiring! hope they'll come to Malaysia again!

i'll miss them.

and again, i really have to study hard!!!!

take care everybody!

PLEASE DO NOT REPOST!!!!

THANK YOU.

catherine.

i don't know how!

2009-02-19T11:12:00.002+08:00

i really don't know how.

1quiz, 2presentation, 2 assignments, ielts exam all next week! How m i going to finish all that in 1 week!

I m really very tired already. Everyday sleep at 11pm wake up 7.30am also not enough, still very sleep. Also, time is like, not enough for me already. Time flies so fast, just a blink of an eye. Beside, i don't know how m i going to sit for my ielts exam. I'm so stress up! I really dun want to Waste RM500 and disappointe my mother. Help.

I hope i can still survive for d next few weeks!

Catherine.

Be My Valentine?

2009-02-15T22:07:00.020+08:00

Happy Valentine’s Day to all human being out there!

L.O.V.E.

where is my love ones?

For the unattached one, me, is very bliss and contentment that there are still people celebrate with me on this “special” day. I LOVE you guys!

Happy Valentine's Day.

As the day was already planned, I’m so looking forward to see my beloved. I woke up at 8plus, however, I’m too tired and sleepy because I got a job yesterday and worked till 1am plus, and I sleep at 3am! I rushed back to KL and went to lot 10 to meet them. The traffic is so congested due to the road block!

Yes! Finally meet Dakshy and Siew Leng at lot 10. We shop for a while since I haven’t buy pressie for Dakshy’s birthday! She saw a necklace and she said is very nice, so since she like it, and I just bought it.

Later, meet Jie Lee and Rebecca and we went to The Ship. Someone missing? Yes! That’s Mei Kay! She is late! Cannot blame her lar because she went to the wrong place and she bought us dessert!

First, we ordered soup and warm up by telling each other our latest condition! Haha. I ordered a shark fins soup! That’s nice! Haha. I don’t think that’s real one ok!

Finally Mei Kay reached and as usual, hugs each other as tight as we can! Hehe. We ordered our main course and then is time for us to gossip! Not really gossip, talk about our problem and share some though!

I tell you guys, I’m very happy that I got such a lovely gang; I know that they read my blog, and they are really concern about me! You let me know that there is still someone who cares about my matters! I’m so touched! I really love you guys.

Yeah, I know that I didn’t talk much throughout the lunch, I’m so sorry because I’m really very sleepy actually, as I said just now, I didn’t sleep well for last night! I’m so sorry!

Siew Leng, Averlyn.

Rebecca.

Dakshyani.

Jie Lee.

Mei Kay, Maggie.

US.

From the conversation, I’m glad that Dakshy find her beloved ones and she is very happy with her current life! She is going to continue her studies in pharmacy field which she craved of! Congrats Dakshy and I hope you be happy in every minute and every seconds!

Siewie, you become more mature! Everyone there is getting mature too, everybody changed a lot! We can see the difference of each and everyone. Mei Kay, become more pretty and gorgeous! I think she has a stable relationship! Same to Jie Lee! Wish both of them have a very steady relationship with their beloved! Becca, she is straighten her hair and looks so nice! Haha!

We’re in the restaurant for around 4 hours, and I can say that all customers are couple except us! A lot of couple coming in and out and only our tables are not couples! OH. My eyes are so irritating!

Oh Ya. We bring some chocolate for each other! And after main course, Mei Kay bought different types of cakes as dessert! That’s nice!

Choco!

Necklace for Dakshy! She doesn't know that i bought the necklace for her! how can!?

She love the necklace!

After that, I went home, and went to 1U to meet Haze and Xin.

Me @ duno what restaurant.

I joined them for dinner and I had a congee for dinner! Later, walk around 1u, taking picture, shop for a while! And I bought high heels! Guess what, 3 of us bough the same design but different colour, there are 3 different colours, and coincidentally, got purple colour! Haze bought red, Xin bought white and I got purple! Yeah…

Camwhore in the fitting room.

Me.

High Heels.

Mine, Purple.

My day ended just like that, no flowers, no bears, BUT I have you by my side! Special thanks to Dakshy, Siew Leng, Becca, Jie Lee, Mei Kay, Haze & Xin!

Love You.

Catherine.

Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss.

2009-02-12T22:02:00.004+08:00

Hi. Catherine is back!

Yesterday skipped Moral Studies class! Not feeling well plus I HAVEN'T STUDY ACCOUNTING PRINCIPLES MID-TERM TOMORROW!

oh~! Accounting really drives me crazy! I have to understand in order for me to remember the formula. However, this exam, i have to memorize all the formula even what have to credit and debit! I just memorize without understanding! oh dear, one of my barrier is i cannot memorize something!!! Nvm. Its over!

Before exam, my pulse rate and heartbeat increased in a sudden! and i called my mummy and talked to her for a while! she make me so relief! thanks mummy! i love you!

OK, exam for 3 hours, and my neck and shoulder is anesthetized... I mixed up all the info in my brain, and just do whatever that make sense! WHATEVER!

After exam, though of going home or go out with Xin. Aaron called, and he, me, earn when to one u. lunch and Nando's, my favourite! then movie- Benjamin Button since both of them agreed to watch that show but i prefer Pink Panther 2! argh...

the movie, Benjamin Button is nice IF you can sit down, relax and concentrate on the cinema for almost 2 and half hours! The movie is kinda long! for me, its momentous and enlighten me with the principles of life! but can u imagine, i sit for 3hours for exam and then 2-1/2 hours for movie? my butts is so numb and i really need a massage!!! anyone???

oh ya, the main character for the movie, the gorgeous and most attractive guy!!! Brad Pitt! he is so handsome.

lazy to post up the plot of the story, go search yourself lar! here are some of the quotes which i like it!

Benjamin Button: Along the way you bump into people who make a dent on your life. Some people get struck by lightning. Some are born to sit by a river. Some have an ear for music. Some are artists. Some swim the English Channel. Some know buttons. Some know Shakespeare. Some are mothers. And some people can dance.

Benjamin Button: Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss.

Benjamin Button: For what it's worth: it's never too late or, in my case, too early to be whoever you want to be. There's no time limit, stop whenever you want. You can change or stay the same, there are no rules to this thing. We can make the best or the worst of it. I hope you make the best of it. And I hope you see things that startle you. I hope you feel things you never felt before. I hope you meet people with a different point of view. I hope you live a life you're proud of. If you find that you're not, I hope you have the strength to start all over again.

Benjamin Button: You never know what's coming for you.

Mrs. Maple: Benjamin, we're meant to lose the people we love. How else would we know how important they are to us?

Captain Mike: You can be as mad as a mad dog at the way things went. You could swear, curse the fates, but when it comes to the end, you have to let go.

“Life can only be understood looking backward. It must be lived forward.”

*"It's not about how well you play, it's about how you feel about what you play."

*"Savor it. And don't eat it all at once, because that way there's nothing left to enjoy."

Brad Pitt vs. Benjamin Button

best couple ever?

he is so sexy!!

appreciate the moment of your life.

as long as you've experience it, enjoy throughout the process, its enough, doesn't means that you must possess it!

ya, thats some of the principles, but can human beings execute?

i don't think so.

catherine

first highlight!

2009-02-09T21:48:00.005+08:00

yeah... become a naughty naughty girl already!

yes, i highlighted my hair, gold colour...

and i like it.

i'll love myself, i'll change myself, i'll make others to jealous about me!

muahahahahahhahahahahaha....

i'll change! more confidence, more attractive.... what ever lar..

haih.. i can list out as much as i can, but can i really do it?

it is a question!

highlight plus treatment.

Washed my hair 3 times!

ok ar? my very first highlighted hair!

sushi king dinner at night with dear xin.

purposely show my hair colour....

catherine

事实。

2009-02-08T18:15:00.004+08:00

一些事，是事实就是事实！是改变不了的。

我一直以为还有机会，不过那只是自己骗自己！

受了伤，都是自己伤害到的！

伤心，是肯定的。

有人说，喝酒可以把事情忘掉，是，可以，但只是那一刻，醒来的时候呢？

又要面对一切一切。。。酒只是让自己好睡一下而已。

玻璃碎了，就是碎了，心也是。。。

就让时间帮我疗伤吧！

我会比以前过的更快了！

我不会再自己骗自己的！

加油，陈佩憶！

the day, wednesday.

2009-02-05T21:23:00.016+08:00

before this there is no class on wednesday! but now, i took moral studies, so i have to attend classes everyday! omg. sienz!

today, went to college quite early because i know that there is a CNY celebration at college, but not confirm what time lar.

reach college, saw lots people gather at the lobby area... ya, the event started....

some random picture....

see the ox? made by one of my friends, but is it ox or horse? haha.

Liu Xin & Cath.

after some performance, go meet bel earny and aaron. i though there is lion dance performance, but i think delayed... so after that, class started!

Earny & I

My beloved. oh...~ I am so tall! wakakakaka.

the class is so boring like the malaysia studies class.. i didn't even listen to him, 3 of us play with our phones, sleep... omg.. still got 2 months to go.. how?

after class.. went home since the gang doesn't want to go anywhere! hah. when i reached home, suddenly i think of the movie "the wedding game"! i'm so want to watch it you know, coz lots of my friend said is a nice and sweet movie. so i asked liu xin whether she want to watch with me! yeah.. finaly, went to cineileisure! before i reached, i though that sure lots people watching and i scare that the ticket all sold out! luckly there is still tickets available! when both of us went in to the cinema, i'm so shock.. there is like less than 10 people in the cinema, both of us sit in the middle of row D... and there is no other people in front.

the movie is so nice!

i wish i can watch with my another half. anyone? it doesnt matter to watch again and again.

the movie:

A glorious, delightful and touching romantic comedy that unveils the truths behind the years most anticipated celebrity wedding, THE WEDDING GAME begins when Jack (Christopher Lee) publicly proposes to Vikki (Fann Wong) during the live telecast of a regional awards show. Surprised but happy, Vikki accepts much to the delight of the public who has been following and rooting for the two superstars much publicized romance.

What the public doesn't know is that the entire love affair is an elaborate and meticulously planned ruse designed to further the careers and fortunes of the two lovebirds by their ambitious managers May and Tom. In reality, Jack has disliked Vikki from the first day they met and vice versa!

But through it all, the two stars keep up with the charade. Both of them are sure they have nothing to lose not when theyve signed a pre-nuptial agreement to protect themselves and their fortunes.

Just when everything is going so well, an incident rattled some of the fans and the media. There is doubt now lingering about the authenticity of this love match.

Will they succeed in fooling a nation, and come away richer but not wiser? THE WEDDING GAME will have you rolling down the aisles with laughter and touch your hearts with tender moments of emotional truth. Come join the Party. You and your entire family are cordially invited!

after movie, is dinner time! both of us decided to go tony roma since the last time we go is on november... then both of us know that i dish is enough for 2 People! and so.. we order 1 salmon fish and 1 salad. guess... both of us cannot finish the whole dish! and when i ask waitress to pack for us, she is like, omg, so little left still want to take away? ah ha...

Am i look very old? guess how old am i?

Us.

Again?

Tony Roma's salad.

Salmon with baked potato and mashed potato.

Love Potato!!

me.

after dinner, went home. reached home around 11pm. then haze back from cny holiday.

chat till 12am, take a bath, chat again... oh damn sleepy wei.. till 3am.. cannot stay ady...

become pig! haha.

i enjoyed the day very much. thanks to all my beloved friends who always stay beside me no matter what... i love you!

i tried to stop thinking about you, but cannot.

i have to find another target already lar!

anyone, any recommendation?

haha.

valentines day is coming, and there is a date to the ship bukit bintang! guess who?

my booking is still available for the day night. anyone?

muahahahahahaha.....

with love.

catherine

my fav, sun glass....

2009-02-03T22:29:00.005+08:00

ah ha! wondering why i always like to take picture with sun glasses??? hmm.

yes, i like sun glass! ah ha... always searching for the one which suit me! hmm.. still searching.

and today! i bought 1 from Giant Kota Damansara!

nice? give some comment lar my dear.. i know who visit my blog wan lo!

model for the day! muahahaha.... nice?

oh ya. today, accounting principle individual assignment due date, and actually i ready all and i just need to fill it up when i print the electronic printing sheets at college... omg... after checking up with my others friends... i have to edit it! and the classroom is like so messy.. everyone is doing their assignment and keep on editing.. because everybody's answer also not the same! oh... wat lar.. its really difficult for me coz i dun have accouting background! so how? i have to study hard lo!

haih....

today after lunch at wendy's Giant, when to arcade to play for a while. photo hunt, racing.. and i played the erm.. i duno wat is that lar... with aaron! omg.. is really tiring and both of us are sweating lar! very fun, like exercising!

later, rush back to college because just now aaron keep on competing with me! and... i won for the racing.. ah hem! wakakaka. and then reach college around 2 plus, when to the class room, first floor.. then when we reach, class have been changed to level 4.. the lift is full with students and because we're late, we walk up! and we sweat again! damn tiring lar! exhasted! then when aaron open the door, i'm shock! the big class room is full of students! and i tried to search for adp's students but hardly can find! and 4 of us just sit down on the floor in the front. so many eyes is looking at us u know! omg.

then, due to the limited space available, class ended after u've write ur name! i was like, wth... i rush to the class and u said class cancel! omg... hu.. and after that, something interesting happened which i cant tell first! haha... not good to tell! there are lots of unexpected thing going to happen! is like a drama! and we are going to watch an amazing movie free of charge! yeah~~ stay tune!!!

when i reach home, mum called and tonight going for dinner with aunties to celebrate birthday!

thats all for the day!

take care.

love you.

catherine

bride wars.

2009-02-02T22:58:00.003+08:00

first day of college after chinese new year.

my heart and mood are still loitering outside....

oh!~~~

ok. Macroeconomics quiz today at 12pm. i wake up early and went to college around 9am! oh my GOD! damn tired and sleep because i can't get a good sleep yesterday night! in addition, i'm sick, with sore throat and flu... i'm so fatigued and i just want to let go of my quiz... keep on reminding myself i must study hard.. i did study, but too drowsy and i can't concentrate!

and when i get the quiz paper, it is so challenging and i have to read the word one by one without misunderstand the meaning! it is so tricky... honestly, i don't know how to do.

ok, is over.

after quiz, lunch time. went to curve with earn aaron mei bel since we didn't meet each other for 1 week! wah... only 1 week. when to the penang cafe since someone said nice... then i though of watch a movie, firstly thinking of cny movie the wedding game, but don't know why end up with bride wars!

Bride Wars.

the movie is quite good enough lar... i wish i could have own such a good girl friends, but too bad... and ye earn said if both of u always quarrel so how? then i reply, i would rather we quarrel for sometimes...

one of the quotation which i like it:

Sometimes in life there really are bonds formed that can never be broken. Sometimes you really can find that one person who will stand by you no matter what. Maybe you'll find it in a spouse and celebrate it with your dream wedding, but theres also the chance that the one person you can count on for a lifetime, the one person who knows you sometimes better than you know yourself is the same person who's been standing beside you all along.-Marion St. Claire

Kate Hudson and Anne Hathaway is so beautiful.

just now search for some photo for my blog header... and i found this:

i believe that god created you for me to love.

he picked you out from all the rest because he knew i'd love you the best.

oh~~~

catherine

primary school gathering 09'

2009-02-01T21:08:00.005+08:00

back!

remember before chinese new year wei ching plan for a gathering... but postpone!

but now... there is a gathering!!! actually i'm so looking forward to see all my primary school friends. gathering means a bunch of friends gather togather for some event, however, the gathering for the day, with only 7 peoples! oh.

the day, which is saturday, kinda busy for me, i have to rush feel places before the gathering, some more i didn't sleep well friday night because of partying! then morning have to wake up early.. oh... headache!

around 4.30pm meet bee nah at times square.. then went to leisure mall for the gathering.
have a walk for a while cause we reach kinda early... meet vny and wai yan! both of them so cute lar!!! then went to wong kok to yam cha.

the one who is attending: yee chiat, mun hong, voon rock, ching syan, me, bee nah and wei ching. johnny is late for the gathering! but he didn't attend also! someone is so disappointed! muahaha. actually there are more people joining us wan but because the venue changed, they cant make it. have a chat, then suddenly we called our primary class teacher, she can't remember us at all!!! throughout the process on the phone, we keep on remind her about our bad things.. very funny... but she still cant remember. fyi, we didn't meet each other for around 6 years...

later, all of us pay a visit to yee chiat's house somewhere near cheras. his house is so nice!!!

oh ya, chinese new year rite? what to do? gambling lar!!

host of the day, and also the banker of the day!

oh... gambler!! i won quite a lot oh!

from left:voon rock, mun hong, yee chiat, ching syan, wei ching, bee nah and me.

nobody at home, so when we take picture, we have to use timer! damn funny! but the outcome not bad also rite?

is really very funny!

bee nah & me! the winner for the 100% attendance for gathering!!! yeah.. both of us attend all the gathering that had been organize!!!

wei ching, my standard 6 monitress!

and now, holidays ended. i have to concentrate on my studies! tomorrow, which is monday, having quiz, tuesday, accounting principles assignment due! i'm crazy because of accounts!!! help.

now, study!

take care.

more ang pao please!

catherine

Chinese Niu Year!

2009-01-28T21:09:00.006+08:00

Hello. Sorry for MIA. Haha.

First and foremost, HAPPY CHINESE ‘NIU’ YEAR!

Wish all my dearly readers, may this OX year brings you good health, wealth, happiness, success & fortune always!!!! Wish you, your family, your loves one a prosperous CNY!!! Take care.

Like usual, we, our family will visit to relatives house throughout the New Year. Reunion dinner held near my second house, which is Damansara Palace! There are total I think 100 tables plus! And the restaurant is overflowing with peoples and families! Luckily my aunty manages to book 1 month before! The food is nice and they served in no time! Their service also quite good! Haha. Promoting!

After that, when back to aunt’s house for “lou sang”. FYI, just now at the restaurant we had already “lou sang”. After that, alcoholic time! Haha, after a cup of wine, I feel very sleepy already! But I really love white wine! Muaks!

Stay tune in front of the television till 3am and then bed time!

First day of Chinese New Year! Dress up nicely, and then when to aunt’s house to get Ang Pao!!! Have to eat vegetarian for the whole day! Oh~~~ however, we can’t make it because I unintentionally ate prawn cracker! Opps!

Wishes, ang pao….. Visit around!

The 2nd day also, went to my cousin house for brunch! Laugh till stomach ache!!! All my cousin’s children is very cute and funny! And finally! Is gambling time at night! Oh, my day is kinda luckily, blackjack, in between, 3 cards…. I won around RM20+++… and when my”nephew” came, oh… keep on loosing! Urgh! But still manage to get back some lar!!! Cannot! I must challenge u again sometime!

Crazy till 2am… Cannot stay already..

Today! Before that some of my primary school friends planning for a gathering! But, haih…. finally, cancel! Very very the angry! However, I managed to asked bee nah out for a movie and yam cha!!! Yeah…. i know her since standard 4 till now, and she is one of my best, dearest friends ever!

I have my dinner first, at the Sek Hou, order a bowl of shark fins soup! Wakaka. Quite nice.
We meet at Times Square! I tell you, there is not traffic congestion these few days! I can drive whichever I like! Haha. No lar, not to ts. Oh ya, luckily I reserve the ticket though phone reservation! The queue is so long and I saw my cousin’s daughter (don’t know how to address her!) queuing! We are watching “All’s well end’s well”! The cinema is overcrowded also! I though all the Chinese is back to their hometown! The movie is very funny! Herm… nonsense lar… but is entertain enough!

After movie, have a walk for a while, then tea at old town! Oh, talk talk talk…. That’s my favourite!

End of my day!

"Gong Xi Fa Chai"!!! cute cousin's son.

His elder brother.

children!

Happy Chinese Niu Year.

My dearest, Bee Nah. Love you.

Cath & Bee Nah.

Can i get it? Nokia 5800!
my chinese new year resolution.

catherine.

at last.

2009-01-22T22:19:00.002+08:00

want to cry for long time already, but cannot.

finally, i cried out.

if you can't accomplish your high expectation, what will you feel?

haha. nvm. i'm ok now.

yeah~i love crying.

though of going curve after class, but suddenly moodless, so cancel!

sorry.

catherine

Nothing gona change my love for you, you ought to know by now how much i love you, One thing you can be sure of, I'll never ask for more than your love...

one u?

2009-01-21T22:13:00.014+08:00

逐晚倒数为见你准备
愿你快点又与我一起
寂寥足足一个月由电话减少距离
而偏偏竟不知怎说起
是太想念你超过了预期
只想可拥著你然后吻你让你惊喜
由这一分钟我一生就只有你
明日纵使不堪阻不到我用心爱你
让我终於都明了明白你比生死重要
连话语也没法盛载得起
I’ll give my life to be near you in every way
for I have nothing left to be here on this earth today
让我终於不动摇这改变因你
原谅我却试过伤害你

It’s so bored for me shopping or hanging around in 1U! Urgh~~

Yesterday k-ok with haze @ Neway 1u. Cheap!!! From 1pm to 7pm, guess how much? It’s only RM14.4 per person with tax!!! Wakakakaka. Sing till my throat burned! Shout but not singing!

Dinner a@ Zan Mai since she haven’t eat before, as usual, potato salad, unagi temaki, soft shell crab temaki and kanimayo. Hmm… On diet.

Some of my friends said I’m getting thinner! Ah. Ha.

Ok, for today.

Gathering! No lar, like as usual, hang out @ 1u again, but this time, there is a special guess, that is Nicole Lim Zhen Ting! Yeah…. Earny come fetch me around 11.15am…

Then, breakfast at Kluang station. Sucks! Don’t remind me of that. I’m going to vomit!

Later, Nicole and LK joined us. Chit chat for a while and then went to buy movie ticket, think for long time, at last, IP man since there is no movie which suit our time and mood. Opps.

us. technical problem. =)

Haha, after buying the tickets… Someone said that he/she is hungry.. And move to the next station- chilli’s, because all of us want to eat nachos!!! We order nachos, triple play and drinks. Talk again! Haha. But for me, is photograph session! Yeah~~

Bel & Cat.

smiley LK & Cat.

Eyes of Heineken.

why is bel so angry? earny, any problem?

becareful, i'll kill you!

thanks aaron.

chicken nachos!

Triple play.

Is movie time! The movie is kinda good, but the fighting scene is kinda scary for me lar… shouted few times! And when IP man was being shot by the Japanese guy, I’m so shock although Aaron already told me that he’ll get a gun shoot! Scared me!

feel the ambiance of chinese new year?

After movie, Nicole have to go back, she left us!!! Nvm. Meet up next time ya! Shop for a while, and we went to A&W for drinks and talk again. Wonder is there so many things to talk? NOP!

Aaron left us after that and have walk for a while then went home!

aaron. earn. catherine.

cool right? on the phone. opps. advertising for a&w.

Although the day is free and easy, but I don’t know why I’m so tired! Went home then sleep for a while!

Can I know what’s the English word for “perasan” ? haih.

Stop Catherine! You are going to crazy already! S-T-O-P~!

Help me! Save me?

Catherine

p.s: so coincidentally every time when I wear this shirt, I’ll be going to Chili’s!

emo.

2009-01-19T18:32:00.004+08:00

emo.

excuse me, that's our problem. just don't be busy body, and mind your own business, meddler!
jerk, please mind your dirty mouth or just shut up! i believe in karma.

emoing. stupid idiot rise up my hormone level, cause my hormone imbalance!

sorry to whom i release my anger on... uncontrolable...

herm, astro wah lai toi award is coming! is on 21 of february! the venue is in genting! oh... i wish i could attend the function.. but still not yet confirm which artiste will be attending!

i miss you charmaine and raymond.... tavia, moses, ron, bosco, gigi, kevin... hope you all will attend the function lar!

today, nth much happen.. emoing the whole day! wakaka.

lunch at kayu, quite nice and also quite expansive!

emo. no lar.. sleepy.

in love with camwhoring! love brightness too...

catherine

Catherine

any updates?

經常笑,但不經常開心...

再一次。。。

I'm BUSY, but don't know for what!

[MV] BY2 - Ai shang ni (愛上你)

小事。。。

林峯 - 我們很好(國語) MV [EEG MUSIC PLUS]

我不敢了，我也不想了。

Back! Holidaysssssss.

*&^%$#

the love one.

Happy Chinese Hoo Year!

2010.

Who am i RESERVED to?

逃避

10 days more!!!!!

Stress!!!!!

My first experience...

Out of difficulties, makes miracle!

Why?

First Day of Business Ethics.

CATHERINE is back!

:p

too dry....

sick...

buzzzzz.

放弃了吗？

urgh!!!!!!

happy birthday catherine.08-08-09

changes...

happy birthday ann!

holidays.

摄影, 是我想要的。

不要错放了幸福温暖的手?

yes, i did it.

Monday...

unknown.

the week...

random.

harlo.

holidays.

so romantic....

finally...

is my appearance doesn't suit my age? or vice versa?

H-O-T

hectic weeks!!!

i'm just not that into you. ^^

life without msn!!!!!!

elo, baby...

i hate myself for being..... if....

I M DEAD..

cant concentrate lar!!!!!

如果时间来到...

朋友......

the pieces of my heart were missing....

the day with girls...

meaningful...

in short...

i know...

the days & these days.

i'd survived.

Back.

my day with tvb's artiste....

i don't know how!

Be My Valentine?

*Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss.*

first highlight!

事实。

the day, wednesday.

my fav, sun glass....

bride wars.

primary school gathering 09'

Chinese Niu Year!

at last.

one u?

emo.

Your life is defined by its opportunities... even the ones you miss.